Saturday, December 6, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Karma
Karma prickling up your back, consuming your head.
Devouring the very mental image, the modern day spread.
Making you think about what you did. What you said.
Sins upon thought and reaction, bring nothing but dread.
So fall upon truth and lies. Fall for thought instead.
For what is new and what is lost, has already been said.
Wars to be fought. Battles to lost. Blood to be shed.
Let the rules of karma slither into an unseen thread.
So small. So invisible, that not a thought is said.
Steal this dignity I've held. Tear it to shreds.
The reoccurrence of karma, stands right up ahead.
Devouring the very mental image, the modern day spread.
Making you think about what you did. What you said.
Sins upon thought and reaction, bring nothing but dread.
So fall upon truth and lies. Fall for thought instead.
For what is new and what is lost, has already been said.
Wars to be fought. Battles to lost. Blood to be shed.
Let the rules of karma slither into an unseen thread.
So small. So invisible, that not a thought is said.
Steal this dignity I've held. Tear it to shreds.
The reoccurrence of karma, stands right up ahead.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Again And Again
Stroke my cheeks with your soft fingertips.
Extend your arm to find a resting place around my hips.
Look me in the eyes and tell me you love this.
Then take one last look, close yours, and kiss.
This heart free falling from the highest mountain.
Only to be caught by your loving passion.
My stiffening fingers type on these cold keys.
Only to show you my true and honest feelings.
Love, text me back. I sit in this leather chair.
Cold against my thighs, without your care.
Your sweet warmth enlightening the room.
You close those mending eyes too soon.
Love, call me tonight. I lie on this bed.
These rhymes in my head, waiting to be read.
By those beautiful blessings you call eyes.
I hold you tight, and keep them disguised,
until later tonight,when I release them.
Love, kiss me now. I dream in your smile.
Leave us be, at least for a wile.
Brushing against your sweet skin, is my touch.
An angel descending before me. You bring much.
Lingering smoothly across your neck.
We lean towards knowing what to expect.
But love, lets take a different route.
A kiss upon your cheek. Your smooth chin.
A glorious pleasure. I kiss again.
Again and again, you stop me with words.
I love you, you begin. I see you grin.
Again and again, with no such end.
Extend your arm to find a resting place around my hips.
Look me in the eyes and tell me you love this.
Then take one last look, close yours, and kiss.
This heart free falling from the highest mountain.
Only to be caught by your loving passion.
My stiffening fingers type on these cold keys.
Only to show you my true and honest feelings.
Love, text me back. I sit in this leather chair.
Cold against my thighs, without your care.
Your sweet warmth enlightening the room.
You close those mending eyes too soon.
Love, call me tonight. I lie on this bed.
These rhymes in my head, waiting to be read.
By those beautiful blessings you call eyes.
I hold you tight, and keep them disguised,
until later tonight,when I release them.
Love, kiss me now. I dream in your smile.
Leave us be, at least for a wile.
Brushing against your sweet skin, is my touch.
An angel descending before me. You bring much.
Lingering smoothly across your neck.
We lean towards knowing what to expect.
But love, lets take a different route.
A kiss upon your cheek. Your smooth chin.
A glorious pleasure. I kiss again.
Again and again, you stop me with words.
I love you, you begin. I see you grin.
Again and again, with no such end.
Monday, November 24, 2008
She Says I Love You
Walking past that bench we both know.
Great times upon emotional ones.
As our hands sway to and fro, speech comes.
A bench, she says knowing.
She sits down as we both know what's coming.
My arm daces over your soft shoulder.
Reaching for rapture, I stroke your hair.
So much colder than we know, but we don't care.
Love provides for the ones who need it.
Cold creeping past our bench, it barely nips.
Clinging to my body, you seek warmth and love.
We find it in each others eyes. You look above.
Your sweet head resting upon my sturdy chest.
Wind blowing roughly, the cold's best.
Your voice sings those sweet words,
I listen carefully, finding the speech of her's.
I love you
she says.
I love you
I respond.
Kiss.
No other words to describe such a quick action.
Such a sign of love, lasting no longer than a fraction.
A fraction well spent of my time.
But to leave the reality behind for you, it's worth it.
Look me in the eyes. Don't look away love.
Eyes coming to dry feeling, you blink.
So adorable in the most amazing way.
Makes me think, just what you would say.
So I simply ask you.
Your lips open and start with these few.
I love you
she says.
I love you
I respond.
Kiss.
Look here. I've got your beautiful heart.
In my hands, I hold it carefully, never to part.
Writing with the will of making you smile.
These words extend happily for many miles.
Never to end. Look for the thinking behind my words.
Read it all again, and single out the verbs.
My arm tightly around your waist, we sit anxious.
Your arms wrapping my own waist.
You start with haste, and we move cautious.
Your head and neck and lips erecting as one.
Your beautiful eyes close, we aren't done.
So close, I can feel your lips.
You whisper in my ear.
I love you
she says.
I love you
I respond.
Kiss.
Great times upon emotional ones.
As our hands sway to and fro, speech comes.
A bench, she says knowing.
She sits down as we both know what's coming.
My arm daces over your soft shoulder.
Reaching for rapture, I stroke your hair.
So much colder than we know, but we don't care.
Love provides for the ones who need it.
Cold creeping past our bench, it barely nips.
Clinging to my body, you seek warmth and love.
We find it in each others eyes. You look above.
Your sweet head resting upon my sturdy chest.
Wind blowing roughly, the cold's best.
Your voice sings those sweet words,
I listen carefully, finding the speech of her's.
I love you
she says.
I love you
I respond.
Kiss.
No other words to describe such a quick action.
Such a sign of love, lasting no longer than a fraction.
A fraction well spent of my time.
But to leave the reality behind for you, it's worth it.
Look me in the eyes. Don't look away love.
Eyes coming to dry feeling, you blink.
So adorable in the most amazing way.
Makes me think, just what you would say.
So I simply ask you.
Your lips open and start with these few.
I love you
she says.
I love you
I respond.
Kiss.
Look here. I've got your beautiful heart.
In my hands, I hold it carefully, never to part.
Writing with the will of making you smile.
These words extend happily for many miles.
Never to end. Look for the thinking behind my words.
Read it all again, and single out the verbs.
My arm tightly around your waist, we sit anxious.
Your arms wrapping my own waist.
You start with haste, and we move cautious.
Your head and neck and lips erecting as one.
Your beautiful eyes close, we aren't done.
So close, I can feel your lips.
You whisper in my ear.
I love you
she says.
I love you
I respond.
Kiss.
To Try It Again
These repetitive words stop at raw emotion.
God, only you know what I truly mean, behind this curtain.
I can't breathe without the warm perfume you exhale.
Reminding me of your smooth hair, now seeming frail.
This love, I'm afraid to say, is not yours Lord.
The wondrous beauty I hold in the air, shifts like a chord.
Strumming to the beat of my heart, sings her voice.
Slow and enchanting, my tone shouts to rejoice,
I love you, I scream wielding the power of many.
Your lips move closer, only to stop at pity.
Gazing into each, our eyes meet with a bloom.
Creations of love and life, within this very room.
But, I need more girl. I need more than simply this.
Your smile, your love, your fragile kiss.
I'm in love with the physical, but need desire.
I need to love you for more than this fire.
More than this rage building to see you, when I can't.
I wait hesitantly. I can't. I won't.
Tired of waiting, we make this relation end.
Beauty reaches the end of insanity,
driving towards the edge of madness.
My mind coming to the yield sign of reality,
each of us stop with a feeling of sadness.
Don't tell me about it girl. I know.
Been through this, even though, I was foolish enough,
to try it again.
God, only you know what I truly mean, behind this curtain.
I can't breathe without the warm perfume you exhale.
Reminding me of your smooth hair, now seeming frail.
This love, I'm afraid to say, is not yours Lord.
The wondrous beauty I hold in the air, shifts like a chord.
Strumming to the beat of my heart, sings her voice.
Slow and enchanting, my tone shouts to rejoice,
I love you, I scream wielding the power of many.
Your lips move closer, only to stop at pity.
Gazing into each, our eyes meet with a bloom.
Creations of love and life, within this very room.
But, I need more girl. I need more than simply this.
Your smile, your love, your fragile kiss.
I'm in love with the physical, but need desire.
I need to love you for more than this fire.
More than this rage building to see you, when I can't.
I wait hesitantly. I can't. I won't.
Tired of waiting, we make this relation end.
Beauty reaches the end of insanity,
driving towards the edge of madness.
My mind coming to the yield sign of reality,
each of us stop with a feeling of sadness.
Don't tell me about it girl. I know.
Been through this, even though, I was foolish enough,
to try it again.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Another Wasted Love
Step outside. Feel the cold my love. My one.
Look towards the sky, above yet gone,
is the one thing we've waited so long for.
Time to know one another. Time to hold each other.
Time to fall for each other. Time to feel one another.
Dry as the air we inhale, is my lonesome heart.
Taking more in, only becoming further apart.
Oh my god, let me love her until my mind crashes.
Pick up the stakes, drive them into me, creating gashes.
Frigidness overcoming my self control.
Sending shivers down my body, you save me from the cold.
Your arms around my waist. Your hands gripping my ribs.
Lay your head upon my skin, as my body shifts.
You try to rid the cold with the warmth you hold.
You're shivering, she says. Lips unable to move.
Right after this girl, I will accept the rage of depression.
No way of communication, I show desolation.
My heart crumbles beneath the body of nothing.
You're not here keeping me up. Crumbling.
These few words rip my throat apart with aggression,
as I slowly fall into the heartfelt trap of depression.
Soon unable to speak from continuous weep.
These words haunt my mind, continuing to reap.
My eyes grow fond of the printed paper.
A photograph containing beauty, I hold my temper.
God, these hands contain rough callouses.
Working the shift for you, I realize instances.
Her love controlling my love of you.
Makes me ask myself, if my heart of you, is true.
But dear Lord, enter thy heart with your presence.
Show me you're here. Your very existance.
Crusted puss ripped from this scab.
Only to re-open this wound that drips of mad.
Trickle. The infection passing as the blood flows.
Over my skin, the acid begins to slow.
As my skin twists and tuns, so does the blood.
Crackling. Flaking off of my awful cut.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
The sadness is too much. Lonely again, cut.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
The line continues through past my throat.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
Causing cold blue. Here, take my coat.
I can't go on. Stop writing she says.
My love grows old. Today, no more love.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
Look towards the sky, above yet gone,
is the one thing we've waited so long for.
Time to know one another. Time to hold each other.
Time to fall for each other. Time to feel one another.
Dry as the air we inhale, is my lonesome heart.
Taking more in, only becoming further apart.
Oh my god, let me love her until my mind crashes.
Pick up the stakes, drive them into me, creating gashes.
Frigidness overcoming my self control.
Sending shivers down my body, you save me from the cold.
Your arms around my waist. Your hands gripping my ribs.
Lay your head upon my skin, as my body shifts.
You try to rid the cold with the warmth you hold.
You're shivering, she says. Lips unable to move.
Right after this girl, I will accept the rage of depression.
No way of communication, I show desolation.
My heart crumbles beneath the body of nothing.
You're not here keeping me up. Crumbling.
These few words rip my throat apart with aggression,
as I slowly fall into the heartfelt trap of depression.
Soon unable to speak from continuous weep.
These words haunt my mind, continuing to reap.
My eyes grow fond of the printed paper.
A photograph containing beauty, I hold my temper.
God, these hands contain rough callouses.
Working the shift for you, I realize instances.
Her love controlling my love of you.
Makes me ask myself, if my heart of you, is true.
But dear Lord, enter thy heart with your presence.
Show me you're here. Your very existance.
Crusted puss ripped from this scab.
Only to re-open this wound that drips of mad.
Trickle. The infection passing as the blood flows.
Over my skin, the acid begins to slow.
As my skin twists and tuns, so does the blood.
Crackling. Flaking off of my awful cut.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
The sadness is too much. Lonely again, cut.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
The line continues through past my throat.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
Causing cold blue. Here, take my coat.
I can't go on. Stop writing she says.
My love grows old. Today, no more love.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Regretful Touches
Look me straight into these eyes and tell me.
Inhaling your burden, you made it mine to see.
Reading the scripture of your mind, you beg and plead.
Don't. Please don't,
See me.
See who I am and what I can do.
Rip you from all your love and nothing new.
No where to begin in our new world.
I look past it all, only seeing you girl.
Dissect the pain out of my head.
But not seeing a reason, from what you said.
Damn the structure I've built. Burn this from inside.
The barbed blade rutting my wrist, soon turns to suicide.
Take one look at my shaking body. Cry.
I want to see these tears falling from your eyes.
Holding you. I've written so much for the feeling.
Now, the flames singe my skin. Layers peeling.
The sodium extracting from my sweat.
Leaving me hotter an hotter, making myself regret,
ever touching you.
Inhaling your burden, you made it mine to see.
Reading the scripture of your mind, you beg and plead.
Don't. Please don't,
See me.
See who I am and what I can do.
Rip you from all your love and nothing new.
No where to begin in our new world.
I look past it all, only seeing you girl.
Dissect the pain out of my head.
But not seeing a reason, from what you said.
Damn the structure I've built. Burn this from inside.
The barbed blade rutting my wrist, soon turns to suicide.
Take one look at my shaking body. Cry.
I want to see these tears falling from your eyes.
Holding you. I've written so much for the feeling.
Now, the flames singe my skin. Layers peeling.
The sodium extracting from my sweat.
Leaving me hotter an hotter, making myself regret,
ever touching you.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Flowing Essence
I raise my arm, seeking the jacket that holds your sacred essence.
The fragrance slowly illuminating the light around me.
Bringing out the best scent, wile your light helps me see.
Inhaling your addicting coke-like properties.
Left behind to stop me in my tracks, so I can sense thee.
Far and near, I seek the odor of my thy I need.
My nose resting upon the sleeve containing.
Making sure it's still there, and not degrading.
Making sure your still with me, and not detaining,
the love I speak.
The fragrance slowly illuminating the light around me.
Bringing out the best scent, wile your light helps me see.
Inhaling your addicting coke-like properties.
Left behind to stop me in my tracks, so I can sense thee.
Far and near, I seek the odor of my thy I need.
My nose resting upon the sleeve containing.
Making sure it's still there, and not degrading.
Making sure your still with me, and not detaining,
the love I speak.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Am Really
When my mind falls below the debt of sin,
you seem to catch me before the devil can begin.
My soul deserving of misery.
Already holding hardship, you kiss me softly.
Lips flowing with the lighting of angels.
Against mine, my love then unstable.
Passing through the gates to heaven,
exactly what we wished for at eleven eleven.
Holding the edge of my lips, soundless and calm.
Your essence runs into mine, as if nothing wrong.
Reach my imperfections and leave me.
My prediction wrong, I realize surrounding.
Surrounding your revealing heart,
only to be awaken as you aren't.
Sleep. Let the passion impose past you.
Love will last forever like it shouldn't do.
My nameless pains reach the feet of your own.
Sudden realization of me, but you've always known.
Don't leave me. Sooth this pain only you can heal.
Only in my dreams. That is what I choose to feel.
I only hope we stay, in this in this pain to soon reveal.
you seem to catch me before the devil can begin.
My soul deserving of misery.
Already holding hardship, you kiss me softly.
Lips flowing with the lighting of angels.
Against mine, my love then unstable.
Passing through the gates to heaven,
exactly what we wished for at eleven eleven.
Holding the edge of my lips, soundless and calm.
Your essence runs into mine, as if nothing wrong.
Reach my imperfections and leave me.
My prediction wrong, I realize surrounding.
Surrounding your revealing heart,
only to be awaken as you aren't.
Sleep. Let the passion impose past you.
Love will last forever like it shouldn't do.
My nameless pains reach the feet of your own.
Sudden realization of me, but you've always known.
Don't leave me. Sooth this pain only you can heal.
Only in my dreams. That is what I choose to feel.
I only hope we stay, in this in this pain to soon reveal.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Love Index
Grass slowing crunching beneath my jeans.
No longer walking but simply doing what I came to do.
I look right up into the clouds, wile listening to the birds scream.
Finding the perfect mate, the birds fly as a new.
A new couple. A new favorite bird. A new friend.
They fly into light blue oblivion to look for nothing but the end.
The sweet delicacy of their small pounding hearts.
Get them through love and life, soon to depart.
Looking past peripheral, I see the smile of a goddess.
Smiling back I notice our Lord brought this.
Gave us this happiness and time together.
To think our relation over and enjoy each other.
Turning my head to see your sweet face clearer than ever.
Drawing my arm to touch your glowing hand.
Looking right into the beauty that is your eyes, so high in demand.
Every want and need in the world disappearing into nothing.
We relax our backs to find a slow stop at the ground.
From a different perspective, nothing.
From our own hearts, we know every bit and sound.
Every piece of each other, we tell vividly to ourselves.
We peer into each others mind, only to stop at assumptions.
The eager thought rebounds in our mind, our heart swells.
We both dwell past this thought as our imagination runs.
The words index into my soul to find feelings behind each file.
Replacing the current file only to make sweeter sense.
Seeping into your smile, we pass accomplishments.
Each of us sitting up, we still exchange glances.
You look deeper, beyond my pupils, to find chances.
Chances to show further affection. Chances to show love.
Both knowing the right direction, to assume of.
Slowly but eagerly, we extend our necks to find soft lips.
Releasing every bit of normality to face the rawness of a kiss.
Wanting more, and getting it. Nothing to fear. Nerves left.
With you, my thoughts clear to be replaced by theft.
My heart stolen by, not the kiss, but what the kiss means.
Look me in the eyes after, and tell me your mental screams.
Your mental words and your real thinking.
Tell me of your thumping heart, and why its beating so proud.
Why does the sound keep repeating? Seeming so very loud.
The continuation of love and adulation steaming from your breath.
Slowly creeping up my lips as the whisper ends the rest.
Touch my chest with your fingers and head so you can rest.
My arm holding your waist to keep you close.
We sit for hours under our own control, both so close.
No longer walking but simply doing what I came to do.
I look right up into the clouds, wile listening to the birds scream.
Finding the perfect mate, the birds fly as a new.
A new couple. A new favorite bird. A new friend.
They fly into light blue oblivion to look for nothing but the end.
The sweet delicacy of their small pounding hearts.
Get them through love and life, soon to depart.
Looking past peripheral, I see the smile of a goddess.
Smiling back I notice our Lord brought this.
Gave us this happiness and time together.
To think our relation over and enjoy each other.
Turning my head to see your sweet face clearer than ever.
Drawing my arm to touch your glowing hand.
Looking right into the beauty that is your eyes, so high in demand.
Every want and need in the world disappearing into nothing.
We relax our backs to find a slow stop at the ground.
From a different perspective, nothing.
From our own hearts, we know every bit and sound.
Every piece of each other, we tell vividly to ourselves.
We peer into each others mind, only to stop at assumptions.
The eager thought rebounds in our mind, our heart swells.
We both dwell past this thought as our imagination runs.
I
love
you
love
you
The words index into my soul to find feelings behind each file.
Replacing the current file only to make sweeter sense.
Seeping into your smile, we pass accomplishments.
Each of us sitting up, we still exchange glances.
You look deeper, beyond my pupils, to find chances.
Chances to show further affection. Chances to show love.
Both knowing the right direction, to assume of.
Slowly but eagerly, we extend our necks to find soft lips.
Releasing every bit of normality to face the rawness of a kiss.
Wanting more, and getting it. Nothing to fear. Nerves left.
With you, my thoughts clear to be replaced by theft.
My heart stolen by, not the kiss, but what the kiss means.
Look me in the eyes after, and tell me your mental screams.
Your mental words and your real thinking.
Tell me of your thumping heart, and why its beating so proud.
Why does the sound keep repeating? Seeming so very loud.
The continuation of love and adulation steaming from your breath.
Slowly creeping up my lips as the whisper ends the rest.
Touch my chest with your fingers and head so you can rest.
My arm holding your waist to keep you close.
We sit for hours under our own control, both so close.
I
love
you
love
you
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Look
See into my mind and look past my physical self.
I hope you find what you're looking for on this shelf.
Used. Read. Abused. A damaged biography with everything of you.
Through painful stories of lost love, I find a new.
I see the final love story. I read it. The perfect match.
Come into my life to make the high-fly catch.
Reaching for conclusion, I extend my arm for the feel.
My chest hitting the dirt covered ground as I steal.
Steal the objectives already reached to move further.
My run comes to an out as I stop to see her.
Everything I've ever wanted at the perfect time.
Continue to love me and care for me as we leave love-struck behind.
Nerves coming to a wondrous clam, finally getting it.
You don't have to love and have physical attraction to fit.
Fit the empty spot in your hear with a name.
Replace it with affection and care, to see what this girl became.
I look now to find the miracle that contains, my heart.
I hope you find what you're looking for on this shelf.
Used. Read. Abused. A damaged biography with everything of you.
Through painful stories of lost love, I find a new.
I see the final love story. I read it. The perfect match.
Come into my life to make the high-fly catch.
Reaching for conclusion, I extend my arm for the feel.
My chest hitting the dirt covered ground as I steal.
Steal the objectives already reached to move further.
My run comes to an out as I stop to see her.
Everything I've ever wanted at the perfect time.
Continue to love me and care for me as we leave love-struck behind.
Nerves coming to a wondrous clam, finally getting it.
You don't have to love and have physical attraction to fit.
Fit the empty spot in your hear with a name.
Replace it with affection and care, to see what this girl became.
I look now to find the miracle that contains, my heart.
Monday, November 10, 2008
So Far Apart
I scream your name with a heart pounding screech.
You're so far away, but I know you can hear my speech.
My true feelings into words, to your heart and your lovely soul.
They reach out. Only receiving your spirit, I cry in this cold.
Alone and so far away, you leave me. Not meaning to, but doing so.
Tonight will be a lonely one without the treble and bass of your voice.
Filling every part of my body, terribly I seek your face. No choice.
Either way, you're there, not here, with me. Lord, soon, let this be.
I want the feel of her smooth skin rolling across my stomach.
I want the eyes of an angel, staring right back at me. My heart lit.
Keep this flame of connection alive. I want to be with you always.
See this flame rising only to die. Only to keep you with me someways.
Mentally, or for real. I will always need more of your sweet loving heart.
Loving you always, when you are here, and when we are so far apart.
You're so far away, but I know you can hear my speech.
My true feelings into words, to your heart and your lovely soul.
They reach out. Only receiving your spirit, I cry in this cold.
Alone and so far away, you leave me. Not meaning to, but doing so.
Tonight will be a lonely one without the treble and bass of your voice.
Filling every part of my body, terribly I seek your face. No choice.
Either way, you're there, not here, with me. Lord, soon, let this be.
I want the feel of her smooth skin rolling across my stomach.
I want the eyes of an angel, staring right back at me. My heart lit.
Keep this flame of connection alive. I want to be with you always.
See this flame rising only to die. Only to keep you with me someways.
Mentally, or for real. I will always need more of your sweet loving heart.
Loving you always, when you are here, and when we are so far apart.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Let Me Tell You
Falling into the pure perfume essence of love.
Letting it fill the head with thoughts from above.
Letting your Lord and Lover into your very mind.
Nothing to regret, knowing what they seek and find.
Please baby dont go, I love you. You're mine.
Holding you tight. Body heat radiating from your heart.
Beating loud and fast. Unconsciously, our eyes never part.
Staring into each others as if we witnessed a miracle.
I move your bangs from your face. So beautiful.
I want nothing but the love you release from within.
Feeling your body against mine, brushing your skin.
Our fingertips keep the grasp, as lips move in.
Gently erecting my neck to the perfect position,
I watch your eyes close and fall into perfection.
Everything stops. Nothing but air holding the silence.
Out of this world, we stop breathing, just for this.
Lead me to your lips. I follow the warmth to our kiss.
Slowly falling away, I fall into mental bliss. Over.
Over with. Done with. I can't believe it.
Only the one holding true love knows how to control it.
I pray to the Lord, once more. Once more.
Looking into your eyes, I feel the sense of repetition.
You lean closer to me. I stay where I am.
I slowly extend my arm to find your back. Temptation.
Holding you gently, knowing you can.
You can simply relax in my arms. Your sweet scent filling.
The words I love you send a sudden alarm, distilling.
Breaking down the words into such a thing as action.
I continue to hold you, as we then rest in satisfaction.
Let me tell you, just how great it is.
Letting it fill the head with thoughts from above.
Letting your Lord and Lover into your very mind.
Nothing to regret, knowing what they seek and find.
Please baby dont go, I love you. You're mine.
Holding you tight. Body heat radiating from your heart.
Beating loud and fast. Unconsciously, our eyes never part.
Staring into each others as if we witnessed a miracle.
I move your bangs from your face. So beautiful.
I want nothing but the love you release from within.
Feeling your body against mine, brushing your skin.
Our fingertips keep the grasp, as lips move in.
Gently erecting my neck to the perfect position,
I watch your eyes close and fall into perfection.
Everything stops. Nothing but air holding the silence.
Out of this world, we stop breathing, just for this.
Lead me to your lips. I follow the warmth to our kiss.
Slowly falling away, I fall into mental bliss. Over.
Over with. Done with. I can't believe it.
Only the one holding true love knows how to control it.
I pray to the Lord, once more. Once more.
Looking into your eyes, I feel the sense of repetition.
You lean closer to me. I stay where I am.
I slowly extend my arm to find your back. Temptation.
Holding you gently, knowing you can.
You can simply relax in my arms. Your sweet scent filling.
The words I love you send a sudden alarm, distilling.
Breaking down the words into such a thing as action.
I continue to hold you, as we then rest in satisfaction.
Let me tell you, just how great it is.
Monday, November 3, 2008
Love And Feelings
Every time I seem to come back to this place,
I feel this sadness in my soul, and show it on my face.
The anger swelled up into the wound we call a heart.
Ask me about what just happened and how I feel.
Strip me of my pride and glory, and seal the deal.
The very existence of reoccurring karma,
gets into my head, as I soon realize I'm dead ahead of harm.
My neck feels weak holding this head I no longer find conscious.
A lot to say. A lot to pray. Get on your knees.
Pray to the one and only Lord, the only one who sees.
You bleed to death under pressure from this aching corpse.
Soon realizing nothing of you is left. You fall without remorse.
Freely and empty you drop like a feather. Gliding without a real course.
Who gave you the permission to touch me. Leave me be and wash your hands.
I hold the the most common disease of all. Found in every corner of land.
Come and find me in my square foot of space.
Everyone has the same case. No one heals at the same pace.
Above the sun and the clouds. I slide your bangs from your eyes.
You smile with the greatest of ease, seeming to despise.
Hating the time taken away to do a simple task such as that.
Clearing your beautiful eyes, you look into mine. Such a task.
What they think. What they say. They don't know, what we say.
To each other and to ourselves. We think for hours.
You can take everything I have, just give me your love.
Expressed through drama, you feed me attention.
Trying to rid you from my mind, I find and odd retraction.
Coming back to my friends after these hard times.
What is a friend? You said never. Forever friends. Look.
Throw this up into the air. Slowly falling up then down,
through this thick fog we see as pollution. Look around.
Our own minds go crazy with solutions. Staying found.
Find another. Find another problem. Seek it, avenge it. See the sound.
See him run. See him leave my dear friend. Not coming back.
Let me help you. Lets see if can save you from his lack.
Lack of consideration. Lack of love. Loss of heart.
He tried to take you whole, but you only gave him part. Thankfully.
This rhyme of sincerity climbs to the top of your thoughts.
Leading you to think beyond yourself, and look who else has fought.
Look at who else has been through the pain you've now forgotten.
Maybe you don't want help, but you're simply lost in,
your own heart.
I feel this sadness in my soul, and show it on my face.
The anger swelled up into the wound we call a heart.
Ask me about what just happened and how I feel.
Strip me of my pride and glory, and seal the deal.
The very existence of reoccurring karma,
gets into my head, as I soon realize I'm dead ahead of harm.
My neck feels weak holding this head I no longer find conscious.
A lot to say. A lot to pray. Get on your knees.
Pray to the one and only Lord, the only one who sees.
You bleed to death under pressure from this aching corpse.
Soon realizing nothing of you is left. You fall without remorse.
Freely and empty you drop like a feather. Gliding without a real course.
Who gave you the permission to touch me. Leave me be and wash your hands.
I hold the the most common disease of all. Found in every corner of land.
Come and find me in my square foot of space.
Everyone has the same case. No one heals at the same pace.
Above the sun and the clouds. I slide your bangs from your eyes.
You smile with the greatest of ease, seeming to despise.
Hating the time taken away to do a simple task such as that.
Clearing your beautiful eyes, you look into mine. Such a task.
What they think. What they say. They don't know, what we say.
To each other and to ourselves. We think for hours.
You can take everything I have, just give me your love.
Expressed through drama, you feed me attention.
Trying to rid you from my mind, I find and odd retraction.
Coming back to my friends after these hard times.
What is a friend? You said never. Forever friends. Look.
Throw this up into the air. Slowly falling up then down,
through this thick fog we see as pollution. Look around.
Our own minds go crazy with solutions. Staying found.
Find another. Find another problem. Seek it, avenge it. See the sound.
See him run. See him leave my dear friend. Not coming back.
Let me help you. Lets see if can save you from his lack.
Lack of consideration. Lack of love. Loss of heart.
He tried to take you whole, but you only gave him part. Thankfully.
This rhyme of sincerity climbs to the top of your thoughts.
Leading you to think beyond yourself, and look who else has fought.
Look at who else has been through the pain you've now forgotten.
Maybe you don't want help, but you're simply lost in,
your own heart.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Feel Me
I love you. Tired of the three words you say.
Diving into deeper oceans. To the Lord, I pray.
Give me strength to take this relation.
Give me strength to overcome repetitive depression.
Listen to me. You always do my dear.
But just once. Once, be there to wipe my tear.
Be here for me. Come find me tonight.
I'm by myself with no one to hold me tight.
Wrongly enough, you sleep with haunting dreams.
I never see you anymore, so it seems.
Friends bond with friends. Relationships grow.
Every moment without the one I love, I seek from God above.
Give me these precious moments back so I can live.
I have one chance at life, with everything to give.
I'll give you love, heart, and my very soul. All for you.
I wait for another moment, another moment without you.
So I seek the warmth you contain. Feel me.
Rest your head upon my shoulder and watch me bleed.
Bleed these emotions that keep me from sleep.
A love transplant with those emotions I choose to keep.
I faint from the nausea you always give to me.
Love deprived. Love depressed.
Would love to see, just what you see in me.
Diving into deeper oceans. To the Lord, I pray.
Give me strength to take this relation.
Give me strength to overcome repetitive depression.
Listen to me. You always do my dear.
But just once. Once, be there to wipe my tear.
Be here for me. Come find me tonight.
I'm by myself with no one to hold me tight.
Wrongly enough, you sleep with haunting dreams.
I never see you anymore, so it seems.
Friends bond with friends. Relationships grow.
Every moment without the one I love, I seek from God above.
Give me these precious moments back so I can live.
I have one chance at life, with everything to give.
I'll give you love, heart, and my very soul. All for you.
I wait for another moment, another moment without you.
So I seek the warmth you contain. Feel me.
Rest your head upon my shoulder and watch me bleed.
Bleed these emotions that keep me from sleep.
A love transplant with those emotions I choose to keep.
I faint from the nausea you always give to me.
Love deprived. Love depressed.
Would love to see, just what you see in me.
Our Song
Stop talking. No one wants to hear you speak.
You hurt everyone and everything. Your so unique.
Look at all you've done. You won't.
In fear of your own mistakes, you don't.
All the beautiful girls you loved, trashed.
Love lost and love broken. Heart attack.
I shake the tower on which you stand.
Trying to get your attention man.
Wake up and see the pain. Feel the cold.
Let it consume you and destroy you. New and old.
Both times of personality. Both were wrong.
How can every song you like, be our song.
You hurt everyone and everything. Your so unique.
Look at all you've done. You won't.
In fear of your own mistakes, you don't.
All the beautiful girls you loved, trashed.
Love lost and love broken. Heart attack.
I shake the tower on which you stand.
Trying to get your attention man.
Wake up and see the pain. Feel the cold.
Let it consume you and destroy you. New and old.
Both times of personality. Both were wrong.
How can every song you like, be our song.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Infection
You think you see the world and all its treasures.
You assume the world has no pain, but simple pleasures.
I wait until the day you fall into the trap of depression.
Wake up, and feel the grasp of tight compression.
Bottled feelings kept within the boundaries of comfort.
Misunderstood assumptions stay with the mind. No effort.
No strength put forth to make yourself realize the truth.
Instead, you keep telling this lie of empty proof.
Learn what it's like to have the devil under your chin.
Making sure the lies and sins you tell never end.
Soon the burning within the heart starts to infect.
You cant take the pain. You fall to surgery and inject.
Inject the toxins of the living. Soon to drive you insane.
Side affects, defects, intersect into your very brain.
Bring forth the forever wounded. What became, of the scar.
The longing memory you hold filled with breakdowns and shame.
See this cut filled with puss and realize, what you truly became.
Cleanse the penetration of broken love and emotions.
Feel the antidote flow and wash away these deep erosions.
The stinging process frees you of ailment and worries.
No longer going back to one you love. Your new heart curious.
Rejecting the offer of short term affection, you find something above.
Someone with the absolute cure to your sickness and the gift of love.
You assume the world has no pain, but simple pleasures.
I wait until the day you fall into the trap of depression.
Wake up, and feel the grasp of tight compression.
Bottled feelings kept within the boundaries of comfort.
Misunderstood assumptions stay with the mind. No effort.
No strength put forth to make yourself realize the truth.
Instead, you keep telling this lie of empty proof.
Learn what it's like to have the devil under your chin.
Making sure the lies and sins you tell never end.
Soon the burning within the heart starts to infect.
You cant take the pain. You fall to surgery and inject.
Inject the toxins of the living. Soon to drive you insane.
Side affects, defects, intersect into your very brain.
Bring forth the forever wounded. What became, of the scar.
The longing memory you hold filled with breakdowns and shame.
See this cut filled with puss and realize, what you truly became.
Cleanse the penetration of broken love and emotions.
Feel the antidote flow and wash away these deep erosions.
The stinging process frees you of ailment and worries.
No longer going back to one you love. Your new heart curious.
Rejecting the offer of short term affection, you find something above.
Someone with the absolute cure to your sickness and the gift of love.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Look Right Here
You're crawling into my arms to sleep.
Hold your soft head upon my chest.
You look up into my eyes, the affection begins to seep.
We think through everything, then forget the rest.
Your cheeks a soft tone of beauty.
Seeing this side of you, is so new to me.
Please don't look away my love.
Stare into this world of nothing else.
Nothing but you and me, that is everything we need.
Living on love. Loving to live.
We need each other, and hold everything out to give.
I'll give it all to you my sweet dear.
Don't regret anything. Not a single tear.
Leave it behind in the world of reality.
Come and rest in my heart. Be a part of me.
Your precious, adorable heart.
I hold in my grasp, only to become part.
Feel my skin against yours. Unbearable.
I touch your gentle, calm face, being so careful.
Please don't look away my love.
Look right here.
Hold your soft head upon my chest.
You look up into my eyes, the affection begins to seep.
We think through everything, then forget the rest.
Your cheeks a soft tone of beauty.
Seeing this side of you, is so new to me.
Please don't look away my love.
Stare into this world of nothing else.
Nothing but you and me, that is everything we need.
Living on love. Loving to live.
We need each other, and hold everything out to give.
I'll give it all to you my sweet dear.
Don't regret anything. Not a single tear.
Leave it behind in the world of reality.
Come and rest in my heart. Be a part of me.
Your precious, adorable heart.
I hold in my grasp, only to become part.
Feel my skin against yours. Unbearable.
I touch your gentle, calm face, being so careful.
Please don't look away my love.
Look right here.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Insane
I'm grown mad from my own loneliness.
Beaten to a disabled lover, I feel nothing.
Tired of my self. Tired of her. What is with this.
Speak louder I can't hear. Your words no longer cleansing.
God. Help me. True insanity comes from the mind.
Was this meant to be? My life left behind?
Cleanse me of this hatred I hold for others.
Fill those crevices with new love. Open these shutters.
Let the light in. Let me see your grace oh Lord.
My mind rips the layer of normality with a longsword.
Breaking through towards my own mental illness.
For thine is the power, help me refill this. Feel this.
No longer breathing, I fall to the dirt unconscious.
No longer caring, I rise to the lord, with nothing to miss.
Save me. Love me. Show me you're able to do these things.
I've torn myself apart. What more can this world bring?
With a savaged heart, I turn to nothing but dead ends.
Falling for these pleasures, which I soon depend.
I miss her. My arms bends to slowly extend.
Nothing to hold, and no where to begin.
Crying harder and harder, only to see my own my pain.
I wish you could see me now. I'm insane.
Beaten to a disabled lover, I feel nothing.
Tired of my self. Tired of her. What is with this.
Speak louder I can't hear. Your words no longer cleansing.
God. Help me. True insanity comes from the mind.
Was this meant to be? My life left behind?
Cleanse me of this hatred I hold for others.
Fill those crevices with new love. Open these shutters.
Let the light in. Let me see your grace oh Lord.
My mind rips the layer of normality with a longsword.
Breaking through towards my own mental illness.
For thine is the power, help me refill this. Feel this.
No longer breathing, I fall to the dirt unconscious.
No longer caring, I rise to the lord, with nothing to miss.
Save me. Love me. Show me you're able to do these things.
I've torn myself apart. What more can this world bring?
With a savaged heart, I turn to nothing but dead ends.
Falling for these pleasures, which I soon depend.
I miss her. My arms bends to slowly extend.
Nothing to hold, and no where to begin.
Crying harder and harder, only to see my own my pain.
I wish you could see me now. I'm insane.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Control
Please dear Sir, get away from me.
You don't seem to care, so let me be.
He asked if something was wrong.
I realize it has been that way for too long.
Walk forward pacing. Breathing.
My heart full of confidence. Racing. Seeing.
Destroy all I have. Learn from all I have lost.
You're so disabled towards these feelings. It's so obvious.
Tiredness running thin. I loosen my grip.
My calluses ache. I drink the poison, but only a sip.
Slowly seeping through the tissue of my stomach,
I take the pain, knowing what will happen next. All of it.
The whole story, even the ending scene.
Where I loose all I have and my control over everything.
You don't seem to care, so let me be.
He asked if something was wrong.
I realize it has been that way for too long.
Walk forward pacing. Breathing.
My heart full of confidence. Racing. Seeing.
Destroy all I have. Learn from all I have lost.
You're so disabled towards these feelings. It's so obvious.
Tiredness running thin. I loosen my grip.
My calluses ache. I drink the poison, but only a sip.
Slowly seeping through the tissue of my stomach,
I take the pain, knowing what will happen next. All of it.
The whole story, even the ending scene.
Where I loose all I have and my control over everything.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Tired Of This
I grow so unbearably tired from this blame.
Take me into your dark room, and shout my shame.
Tell me what I am. Tell me what I'm not.
But don't you ever, talk about how I fought.
How I lost everyone and everything on a gamble.
You run your mouth with ease, stop your ramble.
Look at what you've done. Close your eyes.
There are so many things you need to realize.
I throw my life away for the emotions you pretend to hold.
Get up off your feet. Touch my temperature. Cold.
Wake up to your problems. Dream about your problems.
Nothing will change. I feel it coming down.
Bag on me. Throw your shit strait at me. Have me resolve this.
Stop your performance of caring towards my heart.
The very friends we once were, have fallen apart.
Stop looking for the pieces. Leave me be, with me.
Yours text means nothing on a screen. Feel me.
Stop looking. I don't want you coming back anymore.
Stop retreating to your fallback, and realize the floor.
Its right under your feet. A hard and stable surface.
I did what I could. Your knees bend and fold. Kiss.
Kiss the floor with cold lips. Cement solid for bliss.
Hit the skies and fall tonight. Pray to your true lord, I'm not the knight.
Take me into your dark room, and shout my shame.
Tell me what I am. Tell me what I'm not.
But don't you ever, talk about how I fought.
How I lost everyone and everything on a gamble.
You run your mouth with ease, stop your ramble.
Look at what you've done. Close your eyes.
There are so many things you need to realize.
I throw my life away for the emotions you pretend to hold.
Get up off your feet. Touch my temperature. Cold.
Wake up to your problems. Dream about your problems.
Nothing will change. I feel it coming down.
Bag on me. Throw your shit strait at me. Have me resolve this.
Stop your performance of caring towards my heart.
The very friends we once were, have fallen apart.
Stop looking for the pieces. Leave me be, with me.
Yours text means nothing on a screen. Feel me.
Stop looking. I don't want you coming back anymore.
Stop retreating to your fallback, and realize the floor.
Its right under your feet. A hard and stable surface.
I did what I could. Your knees bend and fold. Kiss.
Kiss the floor with cold lips. Cement solid for bliss.
Hit the skies and fall tonight. Pray to your true lord, I'm not the knight.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Lips Touch
Looking back, I see everything I should have done.
Trying to forget, but knowing there was some.
Some connection. Some love. I'm through with you.
A huge deception? Surely not. We both knew.
The night I no longer try to see in my mind.
The night I no longer look forward to thinking about.
Simple imagery of your soft, warm lit face in front of mine.
No longer so beautiful. But instead, a different route.
Your ice filled heart seeping out through your eyes.
I gaze into them, only to be tricked and hypnotized.
Your cold, chapped lips. Discrete from the warmth I knew.
The ones I can't seem to remember avoiding. No visual cue.
All lies. All of these recent thoughts. Mental lies.
Lovingly, my mind lingers and hopes for the same tonight.
I get back on my feet from these scratched hands a bloody knees.
Leaving nothing but a smile. The true feeling, once in a wile.
Leaning closer. The warmth of your lips brush against mine.
Stop. My selfishness taking over, leave it behind.
Lord, help me past these wonderful needs and wants.
I no longer want what I had. I truly want it, but know I can't confront.
I cant face anymore of that depression I once held.
Know that I wanted it so much, but can't take that.
I can't take all of the many pleasures you give to me.
When I have nothing left to give to you, still feelings guilty.
I can't stop thinking of your gentle face.
I close my eyes, as I think, and fall into a haze.
Trying to forget, but knowing there was some.
Some connection. Some love. I'm through with you.
A huge deception? Surely not. We both knew.
The night I no longer try to see in my mind.
The night I no longer look forward to thinking about.
Simple imagery of your soft, warm lit face in front of mine.
No longer so beautiful. But instead, a different route.
Your ice filled heart seeping out through your eyes.
I gaze into them, only to be tricked and hypnotized.
Your cold, chapped lips. Discrete from the warmth I knew.
The ones I can't seem to remember avoiding. No visual cue.
All lies. All of these recent thoughts. Mental lies.
Lovingly, my mind lingers and hopes for the same tonight.
I get back on my feet from these scratched hands a bloody knees.
Leaving nothing but a smile. The true feeling, once in a wile.
Leaning closer. The warmth of your lips brush against mine.
Stop. My selfishness taking over, leave it behind.
Lord, help me past these wonderful needs and wants.
I no longer want what I had. I truly want it, but know I can't confront.
I cant face anymore of that depression I once held.
Know that I wanted it so much, but can't take that.
I can't take all of the many pleasures you give to me.
When I have nothing left to give to you, still feelings guilty.
I can't stop thinking of your gentle face.
I close my eyes, as I think, and fall into a haze.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Past Dream
My body consumed by the love from your heart.
Your arms slowly wrap around me. Never apart.
You and I both wish the separation is never to come.
When you add love, care, and truth, you get a definite sum.
The wrinkles in your shirt stretch to a soft smooth.
We hold each other for the time being, trying not to move.
Communication from the vibrations of our hearts.
Both up to a fast pace. Your eyes look into mine. A start
So incredibly beautiful. So beautiful. Let me hold you always.
Your brows flex to an amazing, yet wondrous gaze.
Your back set on my palm. I can't look away.
The force of attraction between yours eye's and mine stay.
Drink up the joy my lungs now grasp for you to hold.
I open my mouth releasing my words of affection in bold.
Whispering them quietly into your ear, but a mental scream.
I will love you forever and always. Nothing but a dream.
Your arms slowly wrap around me. Never apart.
You and I both wish the separation is never to come.
When you add love, care, and truth, you get a definite sum.
The wrinkles in your shirt stretch to a soft smooth.
We hold each other for the time being, trying not to move.
Communication from the vibrations of our hearts.
Both up to a fast pace. Your eyes look into mine. A start
So incredibly beautiful. So beautiful. Let me hold you always.
Your brows flex to an amazing, yet wondrous gaze.
Your back set on my palm. I can't look away.
The force of attraction between yours eye's and mine stay.
Drink up the joy my lungs now grasp for you to hold.
I open my mouth releasing my words of affection in bold.
Whispering them quietly into your ear, but a mental scream.
I will love you forever and always. Nothing but a dream.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Enter My Mind
Come back into my heart.
Don't leave me in different parts.
You did before, and I fear what for.
Why did you do this to me then?
Did I deserve the torturous beatings you gave me?
You wouldn't let me die, mentally or physically.
This time I see you with the welcoming of many.
Of many unbroken hearts, and needing times.
The times I need to recover from unspoken rhymes.
So lead me not into temptation,
but deliver me from evil.
For thine is the power of love and confrontation.
Enter my heart and leave me full.
Hallowed be thy Name.
Sacred love found, and needed love came.
Now with consideration, love enters the mind.
Don't leave me in different parts.
You did before, and I fear what for.
Why did you do this to me then?
Did I deserve the torturous beatings you gave me?
You wouldn't let me die, mentally or physically.
This time I see you with the welcoming of many.
Of many unbroken hearts, and needing times.
The times I need to recover from unspoken rhymes.
So lead me not into temptation,
but deliver me from evil.
For thine is the power of love and confrontation.
Enter my heart and leave me full.
Hallowed be thy Name.
Sacred love found, and needed love came.
Now with consideration, love enters the mind.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Stopped Intoxicating
For at least a while, these toxins seem to hold.
Only doing it to see a smile that is now seeming old.
Keeping me well. Keeping me normal.
I stop. Physical hell. These friends seem formal.
Wake up to reality and see the light of normality.
All the wrong memories of all the wrong things.
Seem to follow my trail. I wait to see who it brings.
People I don't even know, forcing these chemicals.
Now needing this help. Real drugs are for fools.
Ask for help, spend the time. Get help, pay the money.
My brain seeming fried, no longer seeming funny.
No longer can I enjoy these substances.
Knowing they will affect the circumstances.
Nothing matters. Leave me be.
No more love, seemingly.
Only doing it to see a smile that is now seeming old.
Keeping me well. Keeping me normal.
I stop. Physical hell. These friends seem formal.
Wake up to reality and see the light of normality.
All the wrong memories of all the wrong things.
Seem to follow my trail. I wait to see who it brings.
People I don't even know, forcing these chemicals.
Now needing this help. Real drugs are for fools.
Ask for help, spend the time. Get help, pay the money.
My brain seeming fried, no longer seeming funny.
No longer can I enjoy these substances.
Knowing they will affect the circumstances.
Nothing matters. Leave me be.
No more love, seemingly.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Unthinkable
Throbbing through the never ending days.
It stings the soul with a sharp blade.
No questions. I can't tell myself to care.
I can't make myself care. Nothing new in the air.
Breathing to stay. Staying live.
Living to help. Helping to give.
Innocent enough, I fall into the pressure.
My ears ache and pop from the height.
Above the ground, I see above your mind.
Above your thoughts. Above and behind.
Realize I'm more than one who judges
An intruder. I know you. I don't hold grudges.
I scream. My lungs flow with the power of love.
I just wish, there was someone above.
To see right through me. To see my knowledge.
To show everyone I can surpass the mere existence of life.
Still confused by my logic, you read on.
Read this. Read it again. On and on.
Stop. Think about it.
Illiterately enough, you think you understand.
But I'm the only one playing in this one man band.
Get into my head. I explain it.
You listen carefully harshly abused by my words.
The vocab from my heart spills into the deepest feelings.
Help? Thank-you for trying.
But at the moment, I'm the one lying.
Never being able to express this.
Never having the truth in my face.
I see flaws. I see mistakes.
I dare not speak, for my words seem fake.
Untold to your mental self esteem.
Emotions speaks for us all.
Emotion.
They burn in the night.
Devouring maximum flammability.
Overcoming the tallest flame, they crackle.
Listen.
Listen to flames. Burn me to death.
Hurting every unit of life I've built.
Let the flames die. Put them out
of their misery.
It stings the soul with a sharp blade.
No questions. I can't tell myself to care.
I can't make myself care. Nothing new in the air.
Breathing to stay. Staying live.
Living to help. Helping to give.
Innocent enough, I fall into the pressure.
My ears ache and pop from the height.
Above the ground, I see above your mind.
Above your thoughts. Above and behind.
Realize I'm more than one who judges
An intruder. I know you. I don't hold grudges.
I scream. My lungs flow with the power of love.
I just wish, there was someone above.
To see right through me. To see my knowledge.
To show everyone I can surpass the mere existence of life.
Still confused by my logic, you read on.
Read this. Read it again. On and on.
Stop. Think about it.
Illiterately enough, you think you understand.
But I'm the only one playing in this one man band.
Get into my head. I explain it.
You listen carefully harshly abused by my words.
The vocab from my heart spills into the deepest feelings.
Help? Thank-you for trying.
But at the moment, I'm the one lying.
Never being able to express this.
Never having the truth in my face.
I see flaws. I see mistakes.
I dare not speak, for my words seem fake.
Untold to your mental self esteem.
Emotions speaks for us all.
Emotion.
They burn in the night.
Devouring maximum flammability.
Overcoming the tallest flame, they crackle.
Listen.
Listen to flames. Burn me to death.
Hurting every unit of life I've built.
Let the flames die. Put them out
of their misery.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Confusion Compressed In Love
Confusing love. Lovingly confused.
The power of love, wrongfully abused.
Understand the basics of compassion.
Then try to comprehend the bold caption.
The text that needs to be understood.
No one understands, no one could.
The power of love compels the human soul.
Love is needed, pain is simply cold.
Unwanted. Unneeded. Exists to show you it's there.
The mixture of mind and personal affection.
The power of protection and mental deflection.
The feeling of great compassion soon brings emotional extraction.
The end relationship sealed with the essence of truth.
Careful now. One chance to take it in.
Pay attention and be sure to listen.
Spilling my heart. Every bit of love compressed.
Squeezed into the tiny form of communication we call words.
All of my feelings soon expressed into verbs.
Let it flow from your heart and reflect in your eyes.
You try to hide the words like some clever disguise.
Reveal them to me love. Show me the real feeling.
Always here, awaiting your talk of me.
Awaiting the talk of your life.
The blind-spots you can't see. Here's a light.
The power of love, wrongfully abused.
Understand the basics of compassion.
Then try to comprehend the bold caption.
The text that needs to be understood.
No one understands, no one could.
The power of love compels the human soul.
Love is needed, pain is simply cold.
Unwanted. Unneeded. Exists to show you it's there.
The mixture of mind and personal affection.
The power of protection and mental deflection.
The feeling of great compassion soon brings emotional extraction.
The end relationship sealed with the essence of truth.
Careful now. One chance to take it in.
Pay attention and be sure to listen.
Spilling my heart. Every bit of love compressed.
Squeezed into the tiny form of communication we call words.
All of my feelings soon expressed into verbs.
Let it flow from your heart and reflect in your eyes.
You try to hide the words like some clever disguise.
Reveal them to me love. Show me the real feeling.
Always here, awaiting your talk of me.
Awaiting the talk of your life.
The blind-spots you can't see. Here's a light.
Untitled
Dreaming quietly only to be disturbed by the scenes you send.
Hard lit image of your face, seen too much. Help me bend.
Help me get over the long grudge of lost love. Tell me you miss me.
Do you know what I am thinking of? Let me tell you, maybe then, you will see.
Pain. Without your godforsaken warmth and love, I crumble.
I can't hold on to myself. The thought of you makes me fumble.
I dreamt of an empty room, you and me. I burst out my true feelings.
I'm so sorry. I'm so very sorry. My emotions peeling.
I look at your face. Unable to describe it, like I've done so many times before.
You give me a similar look. The exact one you gave me on The Night.
The night we shed our feelings, our opinions, from each others sight.
The look you gave me, before you kissed me. Before you kissed me.
Look at me. I've gone insane from just the mere thought of your scent.
I reach out to hug you. I care about you. I love you.
Not the same as I did, but friendly love. What friends go through.
Kill me. Kill me now. Take my soul. I don't want to live this hell.
I've crashed, broken down. I can't go on. I fell from your grasp.
You let me go. I loosened my grip, for you. Forget my name.
Forget what I became, after you destroyed the boy you once loved.
I'm so sorry.
I wrote this before the date posted.
Hard lit image of your face, seen too much. Help me bend.
Help me get over the long grudge of lost love. Tell me you miss me.
Do you know what I am thinking of? Let me tell you, maybe then, you will see.
Pain. Without your godforsaken warmth and love, I crumble.
I can't hold on to myself. The thought of you makes me fumble.
I dreamt of an empty room, you and me. I burst out my true feelings.
I'm so sorry. I'm so very sorry. My emotions peeling.
I look at your face. Unable to describe it, like I've done so many times before.
You give me a similar look. The exact one you gave me on The Night.
The night we shed our feelings, our opinions, from each others sight.
The look you gave me, before you kissed me. Before you kissed me.
Look at me. I've gone insane from just the mere thought of your scent.
I reach out to hug you. I care about you. I love you.
Not the same as I did, but friendly love. What friends go through.
Kill me. Kill me now. Take my soul. I don't want to live this hell.
I've crashed, broken down. I can't go on. I fell from your grasp.
You let me go. I loosened my grip, for you. Forget my name.
Forget what I became, after you destroyed the boy you once loved.
I'm so sorry.
I wrote this before the date posted.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Don't Touch Me
Every time. Every time I hurt.
All the time I feel you.
Inside me. Outside my very skin.
Once more, or never again?
Leave me. Leave everything. Drop this whole emotional breakdown.
Lose me. Lose everything. I lost everything. Taken then taken down.
A knife in my hand. I know I look innocent.
The only person I've hurt is myself. No loner decent.
These tears bleed to death, falling down my cheeks.
I feel it. The blood stained skin you no longer see.
You opened your eyes, only when you were apart of me.
This cabinet stores my thoughts, my memories.
The shit you left me remembering.
My eyes soon dry to beat red.
I can't see past your face, when all I am is dead.
Can't see me. I see you. Alive and alone in a world of unconsciousness.
Needs no longer holding me back.
The skin in my face now cracked.
Dryness filling not only my body, but the people around me.
They try to help. They want to help.
Leave me be. The idea fell.
All the time I feel you.
Inside me. Outside my very skin.
Once more, or never again?
Leave me. Leave everything. Drop this whole emotional breakdown.
Lose me. Lose everything. I lost everything. Taken then taken down.
A knife in my hand. I know I look innocent.
The only person I've hurt is myself. No loner decent.
These tears bleed to death, falling down my cheeks.
I feel it. The blood stained skin you no longer see.
You opened your eyes, only when you were apart of me.
This cabinet stores my thoughts, my memories.
The shit you left me remembering.
My eyes soon dry to beat red.
I can't see past your face, when all I am is dead.
Can't see me. I see you. Alive and alone in a world of unconsciousness.
Needs no longer holding me back.
The skin in my face now cracked.
Dryness filling not only my body, but the people around me.
They try to help. They want to help.
Leave me be. The idea fell.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Your Scent
The sweet fragrance of your skin.
My mind runs in circles again and again.
I want to think of your sweet face. Your sweet smell.
I soon realize we are in the same place, where we first fell.
Where we first realized this feeling was here to stay.
The feeling of being welcome, of being loved. Nothing to say.
After all this time, I have nothing to say to you.
I've wondered so long, hoped so longingly, for just a few.
Only a few moments to truly know you, inside and out.
Listen to your voice. Touch your skin. Learn what your all about.
With no time to waste, we go ahead and begin.
My arm tightly around your waist.
My rough calluses brushing the surface of your skin.
Your soft cheeks resting on my chest.
Quiet. Just the way we both want it. Nothing else.
I try something new. I love you.
Words breaking out of my heart and running through my lips.
When I'm not with you, I have everything to miss.
My mind runs in circles again and again.
I want to think of your sweet face. Your sweet smell.
I soon realize we are in the same place, where we first fell.
Where we first realized this feeling was here to stay.
The feeling of being welcome, of being loved. Nothing to say.
After all this time, I have nothing to say to you.
I've wondered so long, hoped so longingly, for just a few.
Only a few moments to truly know you, inside and out.
Listen to your voice. Touch your skin. Learn what your all about.
With no time to waste, we go ahead and begin.
My arm tightly around your waist.
My rough calluses brushing the surface of your skin.
Your soft cheeks resting on my chest.
Quiet. Just the way we both want it. Nothing else.
I try something new. I love you.
Words breaking out of my heart and running through my lips.
When I'm not with you, I have everything to miss.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Hold Me Dear
Hold me dear. Speak your mind.
What are you thinking? Something to hide?
Don't. Let your emotions out.
These thoughts in my head, now aimlessly about.
Brainstorming every key feature. Every detail.
Can't wait to see her. My heart swells.
Shrinks. Only able to hold the love you tell.
The love you tell me you have for me.
I wait every night, wait and see,
what exactly you have been thinking.
Rest your head upon me. Touch me.
Let yourself be found.
I want to hear you speak the sound.
The sound I love to hear, your voice.
The soft soothing tone.
Flowing through my mind, I pick up the phone.
Knowing what to hear, and loving what I hear.
Your voice. Tell me you need me.
Tell me you love me. Tell me now.
Tell me you miss me. You want me.
I want you. I need you. Save me.
What are you thinking? Something to hide?
Don't. Let your emotions out.
These thoughts in my head, now aimlessly about.
Brainstorming every key feature. Every detail.
Can't wait to see her. My heart swells.
Shrinks. Only able to hold the love you tell.
The love you tell me you have for me.
I wait every night, wait and see,
what exactly you have been thinking.
Rest your head upon me. Touch me.
Let yourself be found.
I want to hear you speak the sound.
The sound I love to hear, your voice.
The soft soothing tone.
Flowing through my mind, I pick up the phone.
Knowing what to hear, and loving what I hear.
Your voice. Tell me you need me.
Tell me you love me. Tell me now.
Tell me you miss me. You want me.
I want you. I need you. Save me.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Screaming Streets
You can take everything I have.
Ill give it all to you.
Everything I need is your love.
You leave me at a stopping point too soon.
Go away down your lonesome road.
I hope you will learn to carry the same load.
The same things I had to deal with. Put up with.
The same things you left me with. No such gift.
I shouldn't have accepted your present of guilt.
I'm left with everything on my back, yet here I sit.
I made it through the hard times, and got passed you.
Nothing I write seems to rhyme, but you still do.
Still ring in my heart. What you left behind.
You took part, in not seeing what kind.
What kind of guy I really am. You don't care.
You walk by me everyday, with that same unconscious stare.
Afraid to look at what I've become?
Or are you afraid to simply come.
Come to smile again to the guy you once knew.
Start something. Become friends. Something new.
Standing in the streets, I scream my heart out.
Listen to my cry, it's all you. Don't pout.
Don't cry yourself for sympathy you don't deserve.
Listen to me, then tell me your story.
You start to speak. Run for home, I'm not sorry.
Don't take the shit you gave me.
Fix you. Fix me. Fix them. Fix the key.
Ill give it all to you.
Everything I need is your love.
You leave me at a stopping point too soon.
Go away down your lonesome road.
I hope you will learn to carry the same load.
The same things I had to deal with. Put up with.
The same things you left me with. No such gift.
I shouldn't have accepted your present of guilt.
I'm left with everything on my back, yet here I sit.
I made it through the hard times, and got passed you.
Nothing I write seems to rhyme, but you still do.
Still ring in my heart. What you left behind.
You took part, in not seeing what kind.
What kind of guy I really am. You don't care.
You walk by me everyday, with that same unconscious stare.
Afraid to look at what I've become?
Or are you afraid to simply come.
Come to smile again to the guy you once knew.
Start something. Become friends. Something new.
Standing in the streets, I scream my heart out.
Listen to my cry, it's all you. Don't pout.
Don't cry yourself for sympathy you don't deserve.
Listen to me, then tell me your story.
You start to speak. Run for home, I'm not sorry.
Don't take the shit you gave me.
Fix you. Fix me. Fix them. Fix the key.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Forever More
One hope. One final dream.
So far away, so you would seem.
I can't feel the soft vibrancy of your skin.
Ive lost my place, tell me where to begin.
Here? Where love, show me.
I can't take it, continuous bleeding.
Cut me open. See my pain,
Come back into my heart, where you no longer remain.
See my lungs full of unwanted air.
You make me want to die, but I can't share.
Can't share my love for you and love him as well.
I can't go again. No longer this hell.
Pain with or without you. I need you.
I want to know love again. Everything to prove.
I have to prove it. Talk to you. Know you once again.
Hear your voice. I drop my pen.
Stop writing. Begin loving.
Stop the pain. It's still coming.
Stop the flow. Pressure the wound.
Internal bleeding. I need more room.
Room to love, room to show you I care.
Room for you and I. The essence of your hair.
Every little aspect my heart longs for.
Every perfect detail, I remember and adore.
Once more. Another chance.
Do you still see me in this motionless trance?
Not here. Avoid my own hell and live your life.
I fell for you and the knife.
Save me. Pick me up.
Become part of me. Interrupt.
Intrude on my life, make it yours.
Make our lives one, forever more.
So far away, so you would seem.
I can't feel the soft vibrancy of your skin.
Ive lost my place, tell me where to begin.
Here? Where love, show me.
I can't take it, continuous bleeding.
Cut me open. See my pain,
Come back into my heart, where you no longer remain.
See my lungs full of unwanted air.
You make me want to die, but I can't share.
Can't share my love for you and love him as well.
I can't go again. No longer this hell.
Pain with or without you. I need you.
I want to know love again. Everything to prove.
I have to prove it. Talk to you. Know you once again.
Hear your voice. I drop my pen.
Stop writing. Begin loving.
Stop the pain. It's still coming.
Stop the flow. Pressure the wound.
Internal bleeding. I need more room.
Room to love, room to show you I care.
Room for you and I. The essence of your hair.
Every little aspect my heart longs for.
Every perfect detail, I remember and adore.
Once more. Another chance.
Do you still see me in this motionless trance?
Not here. Avoid my own hell and live your life.
I fell for you and the knife.
Save me. Pick me up.
Become part of me. Interrupt.
Intrude on my life, make it yours.
Make our lives one, forever more.
Friday, August 29, 2008
True Compassion
Bright like the sun, the stars shine down.
Not knowing where to begin, we find common ground.
So many things. So many difficulties in me.
The throw them aside, and look at the heart. That's all you see.
The true depth of my soul has been revealed,
to the person that I find unreal.
My heart cries for you. My love shouts,
Pain. Pain. Again, the same repetitive morn.
I prick myself after each and every thorn.
Each and every other heartbreak, I fall.
I lose my strength, myself. I call.
A new. Always a new. Needing more love.
But I can't take the landing, because I was shoved.
Shoved to the harsh ground. Unable to act,
before I have the chance to react.
Forced love. So beautiful, but later, so painful.
Oh my god, I cry every night. Kill me now, save me the fright.
I want to love you lord. I want to know you.
But these distractions are keeping me from the blue.
The wide open space you give me to see the light.
I'm blind and can't see. Save me. Kill me, tonight.
I want to know love.
Friends, family, all loved. All so very dear to me.
But it seems impossible to shed even some of my love, to thee.
Take me from her. Let me know your passion.
I'm falling, save me. True compassion.
Not knowing where to begin, we find common ground.
So many things. So many difficulties in me.
The throw them aside, and look at the heart. That's all you see.
The true depth of my soul has been revealed,
to the person that I find unreal.
My heart cries for you. My love shouts,
Pain. Pain. Again, the same repetitive morn.
I prick myself after each and every thorn.
Each and every other heartbreak, I fall.
I lose my strength, myself. I call.
A new. Always a new. Needing more love.
But I can't take the landing, because I was shoved.
Shoved to the harsh ground. Unable to act,
before I have the chance to react.
Forced love. So beautiful, but later, so painful.
Oh my god, I cry every night. Kill me now, save me the fright.
I want to love you lord. I want to know you.
But these distractions are keeping me from the blue.
The wide open space you give me to see the light.
I'm blind and can't see. Save me. Kill me, tonight.
I want to know love.
Friends, family, all loved. All so very dear to me.
But it seems impossible to shed even some of my love, to thee.
Take me from her. Let me know your passion.
I'm falling, save me. True compassion.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
The Callout
Stop looking at me. Don't Show your face.
Just let me be, I keep my own pace.
Go and on with your perfect damn life. Try to hurt me.
Try to destroy every molecule my body contains. You use a knife.
The painful slow way. The way that makes someone go through insanity.
You put me through hell, try profanity. Insecurity.
The words that made me hit the rock of depression.
Sinking lower, and lower, with every expression.
Every little thing you do. Every little smirk you hold.
The color of your eyes. Once a warm brown, now a rush of cold.
Understand the pain of truthfulness, of unforgiving torture.
Realize what you did to me, and how much I suffered.
Lose everything. Try it. Put yourself in my shoes.
But you can't walk in this race. You lose.
All the effort in the world, but nothing to show for it.
The confusing metaphor of teen affection.
An illusion. You see it, you believe it. No connection.
Not for me. Everything about you. Every word you spoke,
kept in tune, until the next mental smoke.
The next time I pull a joint out of my pocket a try it.
The addiction of love. Relaxing, yet troublesome.
Throw it to the ground, I won't take some.
No more. The last call. I'm sorry.
Feel it. Read it. See it. Believe it.
No connection.
Just let me be, I keep my own pace.
Go and on with your perfect damn life. Try to hurt me.
Try to destroy every molecule my body contains. You use a knife.
The painful slow way. The way that makes someone go through insanity.
You put me through hell, try profanity. Insecurity.
The words that made me hit the rock of depression.
Sinking lower, and lower, with every expression.
Every little thing you do. Every little smirk you hold.
The color of your eyes. Once a warm brown, now a rush of cold.
Understand the pain of truthfulness, of unforgiving torture.
Realize what you did to me, and how much I suffered.
Lose everything. Try it. Put yourself in my shoes.
But you can't walk in this race. You lose.
All the effort in the world, but nothing to show for it.
The confusing metaphor of teen affection.
An illusion. You see it, you believe it. No connection.
Not for me. Everything about you. Every word you spoke,
kept in tune, until the next mental smoke.
The next time I pull a joint out of my pocket a try it.
The addiction of love. Relaxing, yet troublesome.
Throw it to the ground, I won't take some.
No more. The last call. I'm sorry.
Feel it. Read it. See it. Believe it.
No connection.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Let Your Love Be Strong
The time means nothing to you. How long?
Believe me when I say, let your love belong.
Belong to me. Belong to others, hold strong.
Hold on. Hold on to me. Don't let go.
Open my eyes, makes me see. Your the guide to show.
Show me the love within the physical image you hold.
Show me the hidden pages in your book. Let them unfold.
Let them reveal themselves as you decide.
Decide to reveal them to me, when the time is right.
So many mysteries your wondrous heart keeps hidden.
Hidden with the secret encryption of your love and soul. Written.
Write it to me. Show me these secrets you have to let out.
Share them with me, tell me your life, and what its all about.
Shout and I will listen. Whisper and I will listen.
Talk to me, and I will talk back. Your heart again.
I listen to your heart beat. It says we can begin.
Start going across the bridge that never ends.
Forever, I will love you.
Believe me when I say, let your love belong.
Belong to me. Belong to others, hold strong.
Hold on. Hold on to me. Don't let go.
Open my eyes, makes me see. Your the guide to show.
Show me the love within the physical image you hold.
Show me the hidden pages in your book. Let them unfold.
Let them reveal themselves as you decide.
Decide to reveal them to me, when the time is right.
So many mysteries your wondrous heart keeps hidden.
Hidden with the secret encryption of your love and soul. Written.
Write it to me. Show me these secrets you have to let out.
Share them with me, tell me your life, and what its all about.
Shout and I will listen. Whisper and I will listen.
Talk to me, and I will talk back. Your heart again.
I listen to your heart beat. It says we can begin.
Start going across the bridge that never ends.
Forever, I will love you.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Too Soon
Through open eyes, I see nothing but this empty person.
How can you see even a little more.
I feel like the very first one. I hit the floor.
Unable to keep my self up. Unable to stay together.
Words pass through my head like wind through a feather.
Invisible flowing past the unconscious forever.
Incurable. Chronic. Hopeless.
Few things stand the chance of helping.
Everything I once loved. Gone, killed by the sickness. Melting.
Still dissolving within the living fire I live.
Wanting to help others, but unable to give.
Nothing left in me with the willingness to.
Vision of this. So very soon. Too soon. Here.
How can you see even a little more.
I feel like the very first one. I hit the floor.
Unable to keep my self up. Unable to stay together.
Words pass through my head like wind through a feather.
Invisible flowing past the unconscious forever.
Incurable. Chronic. Hopeless.
Few things stand the chance of helping.
Everything I once loved. Gone, killed by the sickness. Melting.
Still dissolving within the living fire I live.
Wanting to help others, but unable to give.
Nothing left in me with the willingness to.
Vision of this. So very soon. Too soon. Here.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Knowing Our Love
They don't know assuming friends.
We both know, that we both hope, this never ends.
I love you. So very much my dear.
All the time, every time, wishing you were here.
With me. With each other.
Know that we each love one another.
Wanting to hold you. Touch your soft skin.
Inviting you to come, just wanting to begin.
One more time. Tell me again and again, that you love me.
I know you do. You have told me so many times before.
I love you too, but need to hear it once more.
The fabric of your T-shirt feels warm.warm against my chest.
This feeling between you and, is one of the best.
Your head gently falls upon my shoulder.
Not wanting time to stop, or us to get any older.
Everything quiet. The secret silence.
We both know. We both stay silent.
Every hour that goes by, I want to hold you a bit tighter.
Every feeling you give me, makes my life a little brighter.
We both know, that we both hope, this never ends.
I love you. So very much my dear.
All the time, every time, wishing you were here.
With me. With each other.
Know that we each love one another.
Wanting to hold you. Touch your soft skin.
Inviting you to come, just wanting to begin.
One more time. Tell me again and again, that you love me.
I know you do. You have told me so many times before.
I love you too, but need to hear it once more.
The fabric of your T-shirt feels warm.warm against my chest.
This feeling between you and, is one of the best.
Your head gently falls upon my shoulder.
Not wanting time to stop, or us to get any older.
Everything quiet. The secret silence.
We both know. We both stay silent.
Every hour that goes by, I want to hold you a bit tighter.
Every feeling you give me, makes my life a little brighter.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Your Hidden Wonder
Vibrancy of your eyes. Texture of your skin.
How long have you been in disguise? Hidden.
I never realized just how much beauty you hold.
I never knew just how much your warmth could save me from the cold.
Your love. Your willingness to help others.
Your willingness to help me. No other.
No other makes me smile like you do me.
Just the beauty of your smile is all I need to see.
The cure to depression. The cure to loneliness.
So complex. You love me back. I feel selfish.
I have something so amazing. Your love.
The feeling of loving you. Exhilarating.
The touch of your skin. Wonderful.
My heart no longer empty, but full.
Your head against my chest. I feel your heart beat.
The rush of warmth we both seem to meet.
You give me light, just enough to see.
I gaze upon your gorgeous eyes. How they set me free.
Comfort and love, so much. So little time.
All summed up into this simple rhyme.
Hopefully, you can see just how much,
my love, you really mean to me.
How long have you been in disguise? Hidden.
I never realized just how much beauty you hold.
I never knew just how much your warmth could save me from the cold.
Your love. Your willingness to help others.
Your willingness to help me. No other.
No other makes me smile like you do me.
Just the beauty of your smile is all I need to see.
The cure to depression. The cure to loneliness.
So complex. You love me back. I feel selfish.
I have something so amazing. Your love.
The feeling of loving you. Exhilarating.
The touch of your skin. Wonderful.
My heart no longer empty, but full.
Your head against my chest. I feel your heart beat.
The rush of warmth we both seem to meet.
You give me light, just enough to see.
I gaze upon your gorgeous eyes. How they set me free.
Comfort and love, so much. So little time.
All summed up into this simple rhyme.
Hopefully, you can see just how much,
my love, you really mean to me.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Scream Louder Now
The sound of yelling for your heart.
Knowing I don't have to, but enjoy being part.
Enjoy giving back what you've given me.
Love, joy, you've made me so happy.
The sound of your heart beating,
leaves this rhythm in my ears, ringing.
Close to me. Just knowing your here is enough.
But you give me love, and so much.
How can I live up to what you have become.
So brilliant, wonderful, happy. Only some.
Only some of the characteristics I can hold.
I can love you back, save you from the cold.
Help you when you need it, and save you from the bold.
Give you my hand, show me the way.
I can't do this alone, I need you everyday.
Everyday I mourn for the sound of your voice.
The sound of your footsteps coming by choice.
Coming for the love that I so pitifully wield.
You strike me with love. I drop the sword and shield.
Knowing we can love with staying protected
Knowing you will love me from your heart, without being rejected.
I scream louder now for the beauty of your heart.
Knowing I have to, because I love being part.
Without you, I'm nothing. I wish we us never apart.
Knowing I don't have to, but enjoy being part.
Enjoy giving back what you've given me.
Love, joy, you've made me so happy.
The sound of your heart beating,
leaves this rhythm in my ears, ringing.
Close to me. Just knowing your here is enough.
But you give me love, and so much.
How can I live up to what you have become.
So brilliant, wonderful, happy. Only some.
Only some of the characteristics I can hold.
I can love you back, save you from the cold.
Help you when you need it, and save you from the bold.
Give you my hand, show me the way.
I can't do this alone, I need you everyday.
Everyday I mourn for the sound of your voice.
The sound of your footsteps coming by choice.
Coming for the love that I so pitifully wield.
You strike me with love. I drop the sword and shield.
Knowing we can love with staying protected
Knowing you will love me from your heart, without being rejected.
I scream louder now for the beauty of your heart.
Knowing I have to, because I love being part.
Without you, I'm nothing. I wish we us never apart.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Hold On
You said hold on, don't let this go to your head.
I look back, at all the things you haven't read.
All the hours I put into feeling and thinking about you.
All the times we had together, wasted. So few.
Together, but with out you. Flying colors, your different hue.
You can't help me. You can't stop the pain.
I wish you could see, the sad boy I became.
Stare into my eyes, and tell me you don't see anything.
Look at me. Look at the pity before scene.
The final act in the performance. The ending.
Get a good look girl, you were pretending.
You were acting to be someone you weren't.
To steal my act, my performance. I learned.
My life, my joy, my love, burned.
Gone, you destroyed the records.
Did go back and take a look at the result afterwards?
No. This road has to many curves.
I don't know where it goes. Show me.
You didn't show me the map. I couldn't see.
I have to make a U-turn on this 2 lane,
Take back all the steps I took and became.
The hard part is getting started.
Help me turn the wheel, so we can be for ever apart.
I look back, at all the things you haven't read.
All the hours I put into feeling and thinking about you.
All the times we had together, wasted. So few.
Together, but with out you. Flying colors, your different hue.
You can't help me. You can't stop the pain.
I wish you could see, the sad boy I became.
Stare into my eyes, and tell me you don't see anything.
Look at me. Look at the pity before scene.
The final act in the performance. The ending.
Get a good look girl, you were pretending.
You were acting to be someone you weren't.
To steal my act, my performance. I learned.
My life, my joy, my love, burned.
Gone, you destroyed the records.
Did go back and take a look at the result afterwards?
No. This road has to many curves.
I don't know where it goes. Show me.
You didn't show me the map. I couldn't see.
I have to make a U-turn on this 2 lane,
Take back all the steps I took and became.
The hard part is getting started.
Help me turn the wheel, so we can be for ever apart.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Our Love's Remote
Play. The sound of drum rolls playing in my mind.
Stop. The start of leaving friendship behind.
Rewind. The experience so hard to find.
My arm extends to find it's place.
Knowing exactly where to go, and keeping pace.
The warmth already feeling within my skin.
My fingers gently touch your surface. We begin.
The entertainment playing, we have no interest.
I try to hold it back but I can't resist.
My arm gently holding your soft arm,
bringing you closer to me, protecting you from harm.
The fabric in your shirt I brush against my fingers,
you fail you notice, wile your mind lingers.
I look at the screen of the seemingly blank TV.
I look at you, your beauty, it makes me so happy.
I can't stop staring at your gentle face.
I close my eyes, as I think, and fall into a haze.
Thinking of you. Only you.
The girl I love. The girl who loves me back. Only few.
Only few are like you. So many trying.
I compliment you, but your humble, and keep denying.
Open. Your head now resting upon my chest.
So calm. So beautiful. I watch as you rest.
Hours. I could sit with you for hours.
Would you sit with me love?
The moments we both lived together, ours.
Stop. The start of leaving friendship behind.
Rewind. The experience so hard to find.
My arm extends to find it's place.
Knowing exactly where to go, and keeping pace.
The warmth already feeling within my skin.
My fingers gently touch your surface. We begin.
The entertainment playing, we have no interest.
I try to hold it back but I can't resist.
My arm gently holding your soft arm,
bringing you closer to me, protecting you from harm.
The fabric in your shirt I brush against my fingers,
you fail you notice, wile your mind lingers.
I look at the screen of the seemingly blank TV.
I look at you, your beauty, it makes me so happy.
I can't stop staring at your gentle face.
I close my eyes, as I think, and fall into a haze.
Thinking of you. Only you.
The girl I love. The girl who loves me back. Only few.
Only few are like you. So many trying.
I compliment you, but your humble, and keep denying.
Open. Your head now resting upon my chest.
So calm. So beautiful. I watch as you rest.
Hours. I could sit with you for hours.
Would you sit with me love?
The moments we both lived together, ours.
Every Moment Spent Well
I'm always thinking of you. Always loving you.
I want to hold you, Forever and ever. Why so few?
Why so few times we get the chance to share our feelings?
So young they say. Not ready for love. Uncontrollable feelings.
I can't hold them back. You seem to be having them.
Why do they hold us back? We have yet to begin.
Soon, very soon my love, we will together at least for a wile.
Until then, your all I think of. Your beautiful smile.
So delicate, with so little might,
you put in to making my entire night.
Just us two. Me holding you. Lovely memories of us.
Shared with each other, and later we discuss,
what we did, just to make each other smile again.
We have yet to begin my love.
Every moment I spend with you, is a moment spent well.
No regrets. We waited until we fell.
Until we fell for each other within the pit of love and desire.
The warm signals you send remind me of your fire.
The things that dwell within you until we meet once more.
I find them hidden in the deepest part, the core. Your heart.
Every moment is a moment spent well, with you.
I want to hold you, Forever and ever. Why so few?
Why so few times we get the chance to share our feelings?
So young they say. Not ready for love. Uncontrollable feelings.
I can't hold them back. You seem to be having them.
Why do they hold us back? We have yet to begin.
Soon, very soon my love, we will together at least for a wile.
Until then, your all I think of. Your beautiful smile.
So delicate, with so little might,
you put in to making my entire night.
Just us two. Me holding you. Lovely memories of us.
Shared with each other, and later we discuss,
what we did, just to make each other smile again.
We have yet to begin my love.
Every moment I spend with you, is a moment spent well.
No regrets. We waited until we fell.
Until we fell for each other within the pit of love and desire.
The warm signals you send remind me of your fire.
The things that dwell within you until we meet once more.
I find them hidden in the deepest part, the core. Your heart.
Every moment is a moment spent well, with you.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Around You
I look across, I see your beautiful self.
I want to just go ahead, have you to myself.
I reach to put my arm around you,
you move your head, as I sign that I can pass through.
Through the barrier of friends, and onto lovers.
Leaving it behind, and wanting no other, but you.
My fingers gently touching the surface of your skin.
Thinking about what we used to be back then.
When we were friends, nothing but.
Now I love you, and you love me. A cleared rut.
Moved away all of the mixed emotions, and added the heart.
The feeling of love, the knowing of feeling part.
Part of you, part of your world.
Your mine, no one else's, my one true girl.
The cotton of your shirt, smooth against my arm.
Protecting you from danger, any kind of harm.
Holding you. The feeling of completeness.
Everything that makes me happy, except the kiss.
You turn your head, I look into your precious eyes.
I wait for the ok, and watch you smile.
Simple, pure, lovely. The words I choose to describe it.
The wonderful vibe, I get from being at your side.
Us two. Alone. The world is ours. The time is ours.
Fully, meaningfully, I feel your heartbeat, as we sit for hours.
I want to just go ahead, have you to myself.
I reach to put my arm around you,
you move your head, as I sign that I can pass through.
Through the barrier of friends, and onto lovers.
Leaving it behind, and wanting no other, but you.
My fingers gently touching the surface of your skin.
Thinking about what we used to be back then.
When we were friends, nothing but.
Now I love you, and you love me. A cleared rut.
Moved away all of the mixed emotions, and added the heart.
The feeling of love, the knowing of feeling part.
Part of you, part of your world.
Your mine, no one else's, my one true girl.
The cotton of your shirt, smooth against my arm.
Protecting you from danger, any kind of harm.
Holding you. The feeling of completeness.
Everything that makes me happy, except the kiss.
You turn your head, I look into your precious eyes.
I wait for the ok, and watch you smile.
Simple, pure, lovely. The words I choose to describe it.
The wonderful vibe, I get from being at your side.
Us two. Alone. The world is ours. The time is ours.
Fully, meaningfully, I feel your heartbeat, as we sit for hours.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Fire Of Desire
Warmth from the heat.
Light from the fire.
I have to come to my final defeat,
the defeat of my desire.
How much I long for the things that will never come.
How they sit inside my thoughts, and I come undone.
I loose my mind. My every will to go on.
Live on. Continue as a pawn.
No sense of importance. No recognition.
A mental fence. Give me the definition.
Something holding me back. Something keeping me out.
It's something I lack. Let out everything. Shout.
The decibel causing weakness of the mind.
But letting out what it was holding behind, this closed gate.
Light from the fire.
I have to come to my final defeat,
the defeat of my desire.
How much I long for the things that will never come.
How they sit inside my thoughts, and I come undone.
I loose my mind. My every will to go on.
Live on. Continue as a pawn.
No sense of importance. No recognition.
A mental fence. Give me the definition.
Something holding me back. Something keeping me out.
It's something I lack. Let out everything. Shout.
The decibel causing weakness of the mind.
But letting out what it was holding behind, this closed gate.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The Ultimate Drug Love
Intoxicated with the essence of love.
It makes me think things never thought of.
Filling my lungs and leaving a mark,
beginning the process, but no where to start.
No more room in your mind for others,
you think of yourself, just another.
The joint of lust and temptation.
Filling my mouth with condensation.
Touch of skin, cotton of your shirt.
My arm around your shoulder. I feel like dirt.
Once this over, will you care?
Or will you go with another, and treat him unfair.
Smoke another, throw away the ashes.
Unstoppable love, avoid the crashes.
The ultimate drug. Love. Why can't it last?
It makes me think things never thought of.
Filling my lungs and leaving a mark,
beginning the process, but no where to start.
No more room in your mind for others,
you think of yourself, just another.
The joint of lust and temptation.
Filling my mouth with condensation.
Touch of skin, cotton of your shirt.
My arm around your shoulder. I feel like dirt.
Once this over, will you care?
Or will you go with another, and treat him unfair.
Smoke another, throw away the ashes.
Unstoppable love, avoid the crashes.
The ultimate drug. Love. Why can't it last?
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