Love And Feelings

Every time I seem to come back to this place,
I feel this sadness in my soul, and show it on my face.
The anger swelled up into the wound we call a heart.

Ask me about what just happened and how I feel.
Strip me of my pride and glory, and seal the deal.
The very existence of reoccurring karma,
gets into my head, as I soon realize I'm dead ahead of harm.

My neck feels weak holding this head I no longer find conscious.
A lot to say. A lot to pray. Get on your knees.
Pray to the one and only Lord, the only one who sees.

You bleed to death under pressure from this aching corpse.
Soon realizing nothing of you is left. You fall without remorse.
Freely and empty you drop like a feather. Gliding without a real course.

Who gave you the permission to touch me. Leave me be and wash your hands.
I hold the the most common disease of all. Found in every corner of land.
Come and find me in my square foot of space.
Everyone has the same case. No one heals at the same pace.

Above the sun and the clouds. I slide your bangs from your eyes.
You smile with the greatest of ease, seeming to despise.
Hating the time taken away to do a simple task such as that.
Clearing your beautiful eyes, you look into mine. Such a task.

What they think. What they say. They don't know, what we say.
To each other and to ourselves. We think for hours.
You can take everything I have, just give me your love.

Expressed through drama, you feed me attention.
Trying to rid you from my mind, I find and odd retraction.
Coming back to my friends after these hard times.
What is a friend? You said never. Forever friends. Look.

Throw this up into the air. Slowly falling up then down,
through this thick fog we see as pollution. Look around.
Our own minds go crazy with solutions. Staying found.
Find another. Find another problem. Seek it, avenge it. See the sound.

See him run. See him leave my dear friend. Not coming back.
Let me help you. Lets see if can save you from his lack.
Lack of consideration. Lack of love. Loss of heart.
He tried to take you whole, but you only gave him part. Thankfully.

This rhyme of sincerity climbs to the top of your thoughts.
Leading you to think beyond yourself, and look who else has fought.
Look at who else has been through the pain you've now forgotten.
Maybe you don't want help, but you're simply lost in,
your own heart.