Gone

You treat me like a ghost.
There but unseen to most.
You see me. Try to ignore me.
Don't want to know who I am truly.
Do I exist? Maybe you just can't resist
Love obviously to you was a game.
Every round I got the same.
Another problem, another guy.
I thought I was all you needed? Why?
You promised me, you just couldn't see.
The one thing that set me free. You.
I can't take this anymore,
it's causing my days to become more and more sore.
Miss me. Miss my warmth. It's gone.
Chase it. Erase it, before it causes pain,
like you did me.
You had someone to save.
Me. I loved you babe.

New 'Meant-To-Be'

At the dance,
Hoping for a little romance.
What do I get?
Everything to forget.
One or two happy moments,
all destroyed by your unsaid comments.
You hold them inside,
you don't realize it makes me cry.
Heart broken. One time spoken.
All my hoping. Hopeless.
Forget it they said,
it was the ending that was unread.
Didn't read the whole book,
maybe I should have taken one last look,
before I took the bait of your hook.
Harsh? Not at all.
For you are the one who let me fall.
Didn't catch me. Rejected me.
Found another 'Meant-To-Be'.
Sure, I got one dance,
but it was only so because of the tension of your trance.
Temptation fallen. Redemption calling.
Help me. Love me. Care about my simple needs.
Now untouchable.
No other love to be.
Hope your happy, with your new 'Meant-To-Be'.

The Last Time

The more ways you can say it,
the worse it sounds.
The more times I remember it,
the worse it rebounds.
It comes back and hit's me harder than before.
Knocks me off my feet. I still want more.
I hit the floor.
Still not enough to say I'm satisfied.
Still not enough to forget the way you replied.
Because you didn't.
Now it's over. No more pain.
But what have I gained?
Nothing.
A harsh word that means something.
Something so empty. Something so quiet.
But something so deep, it causes a mental riot.
It describes feelings in more ways than I can name,
but I'll just leave it as feeling "pain".
The breakup. The crash.
The setup. The last.
The last time.

Your Friends Over Me

Only now do you leave me there,
with nothing but dishonesty and despair.
What am I to do. What is the puppet supposed to do,
when his master has made a new.
A brand new toy to play with, to control.
But this will never end, this will never get old.
My controller. My deepest leader.
It is until now, I realize I need her.
Someone to get me through the hardships,
to get me through bullshit life has to offer.
But maybe there is someone else to fill the roll,
maybe someone to take the toll.
Now is when I need you more than ever just to be.
I need you with me, but your choosing your friends over me.
The wrong impression maybe,
but for now, I need you more than ever baby.

Natures Calling

Step outside, take a look at the rain.
Feel it hit you, let it cleanse your pain.
Step outside, feel the wind.
Watch the seeds fly, watch new life begin.
Step outside, listen to the snow.
No sound yet the snow falls just to show,
you what nature can do.
Feel it, take it in, let it run wild.
You'd be surprised just how it will make you smile.
The feeling makes you want to scream. Let everything go.
Step outside, listen to the snow.
You don't hear anything. This is your time.
Make it special. Listen to the rhyme.

Only a Kiss

Waking up, remembering the night.
From a fly on the wall, I witness the sight.
You and me having the time of our lives,
just being together by each others side.
Missing the feeling, missing your touch,
it's something small, that means so much.
It was only a kiss. Only a kiss.
Gone in just a moment, but one to remember.
It touches my heart, makes it so very tender.
Vulnerable, yet lovable. Touchable, yet hard to get.
Once touched, you've been hit.
You get back up and try to recover,
but all you can do is love one another.
I'm yours. Your mine.
How are you doing? I'm just fine.

Somewhere Else

Your somewhere else in the world right now, somewhere without me.
It's very hard for my heart to allow, to let this be. The feeling I have is so lonely.
I miss the times when you and I are together. Just us two.
Maybe someday forever, but for now, a little of you will have to do.
The sound of your heart. The sound of your breathing.
Something thats grown part, of how I'm feeling.
The memory of us enjoying each other's love and company,
but the wishing for it now has grown to many.
To many hours, days, weeks.
The missing of delicate, soft cheeks.
I need the feeling of having you in my arms.
I need the love of your wonderful charms.
I now see how love can be such a hard thing.
I'm still getting by what it brings.

Falling

Low to the ground. Down to earth.
Another child. Another birth.
High in the air. One above all.
Once I'm lonely, I begin to fall.
Falling from space, never even seen.
I want to hide, knowing I will never be freed.
Waiting for the final touch. The touch of destruction.
Waiting for the ground. I missed the introduction.
No one to catch the mistake.
They try to break the fall, but no one is awake.
They hear. I hear no answer.
I'm hiding from this disease-like cancer.
Not curable. Just waiting.
No one understands, how frustrating.
Now it's to late. Life wasn't worth the wait.
To late.

Forever

My mind lays somewhere above,
Wile my heart is filled with love.
It's on the ground, some say beyond,
beyond because when I call, there is know respond.
I get but a thump. A simple vibration.
But your more than that, An endless sensation.
The feeling gets to you like nothing ever before,
you keeping going, keep wanting more,
thinking it is her who you will always adore.
Maybe it's true, maybe she'll be your only one,
maybe your relationship has only begun.
Even if not forever, your still in my heart.
But I highly doubt that anything can bring us apart.
Hold your head high heavy heart.

Future Nor Past

Without plan. Without a ride.
I try to run. I try to hide.
Waking to no more than the present,
I stare up and see the current moon-like crescent.
Always there, but never past or future.
Still there hasn't been a cure.
A cure to fix things, to go ahead or back in time.
To undo our so called crimes.
I have no future. No past.
But these present times seem to go by way to fast.
God help us see the future and what is to come.
God help us see the past and what we have done.
We need your eye's.
Our past and future seem disguised.

Your Smile

When I imagine you, I see your wonderful smile.
That is what really makes life worth wild.
It makes me smile back and want to cry,
because inside, I know your mine.
So happy inside, so easy to do,
but this is one of the few things that make me love you.
When I try and think of the happiest thing I can, I think of you with me.
If you look back at how it began, maybe you will see,
we have something special.
Passing by, I see your face.
You smile, my heart starts the race.
Racing to the finish, for the prize,
keep going, looking at your eyes.
Almost at the finish, so close.
My mind keeps wondering, but I already know.
You talk to me.
Your words fly out of your mouth so gracefully.
An angel. No other words to describe.
I look once more, I get that amazing vibe.
She cares, she loves me.
She is the only one who can set me free.
So beautiful, so unbelievable.
How can I be with you? This doesn't seem right.
There are so few, that can cause such delight.
Your mine. I'm yours.
I watch your beauty soar.
Your smile.

Thought of You

Here I am writing these lyrics, wishing you were here.
This is the one thing I tried to avoid, I feared.
It's makes me depressed when your not beside me,
it makes me want to go to you, and see,
if your really my key.
The key to unlock my loneliness, to free whatever is inside.
But where is the lock? Why aren't you here sitting beside.
We can't be together all of the time.
You and I are perfect, we're like a prime.
The thing that can't be divided. Can't be split,
But when your not with me I can't help throwing a fit.
Knowing your somewhere else sickens my mind,
Your the key that I can't find.
I thought of you today. Everyday.
Same routine, same way.
I miss you.
So please, give me the cue, to come and see you.

Understand

If you want to stay together, you need to know.
My life is not some simple thing, it's a complicated show.
I present, people watch. Watch how my life goes on.
But they are the actors, I'm a pawn.
The lowest position in the game,
Then you happened, you came.
That's where it turned from low class to Broadway,
but you have to listen when I say,
I do have a past.
It went by to fast,
for anyone to see the pain that became.
I take the blame.
Understand that I love you.
because I truly do.
But things won't be perfect with me,
I just hope you can understand and we can be.
Be, stay, together.

Raining You

Looking out my window, looking through.
the sight of raindrops, beautiful, just like you.
The sight of rain fills me with joy,
when the droplets hit the ground, they break apart, destroy.
I see 2 drops hit the ground,
the drops fuse together, a puddle is found.
Lake of water, my reflection,
containing a puddle of it's collection.
Standing there, feelings come out,
this is the time I get to shout.
Shout what I'm feeling, shout whats wrong,
emotions peeling,I sing a song.
See my reflection, think of you,
wish you were here, just us two.
But my wish can't come true, so I won't continue.
I leave you with this,
something simple but something to miss.
kiss.

More of You

Sitting here, thinking of you,
my pain is severe, what can I do.
I need you here with me, I need someone to help me through.
I try bravely, but I need a renew, of you.
You call me all the time, but its not enough.
I sit through the daytime, it's to rough.
I need to see your beautiful face, I need you to help me through this place, called reality.
One day with you would be the world to me,
but with both of us so busy, how can it be.
Everyday, I'm here writing, because every time I'm reciting,
how much I miss you.

Obsessed

How can I express how I feel when I never see you,
I want to talk to you, feel you, just us two.
If you were here right now, I'd want you to stay,
but your not, somehow, I make it through the day.
I want to put my arm around you, you just there,
but I can't. Everything seems unfair.
I want to kiss you again, watch everything begin.
Because that night shouldn't have had an end.
Maybe this time it won't,
please don't.
It makes me cry when I think of us,
I can't help it. I Obsess.
Over you.

First Kiss

That night, you with me,
I kept thinking how it could be.
Just the two of us, you with me, me with you.
nothing to discuss, but we both knew,
that I had to make the move.
Waiting for the movie to end,
Waiting, waiting, so we could begin.
Credits black and white,
I waited all night.
Thinking how to start,
thinking about how loud my heart,
was beating. The room was heating.
You looked at me,
I thought how pretty,
you looked that night.
How amazing the sight,
the feeling, how you were stealing,
my heart.
Will you kiss me?
hoping in my mind it would be.
Mental images already appearing,
then all my thoughts began clearing.
I lean forward, you lean toward.
Our lips touch.
Lips together,
I wish the feeling forever.

Your Book

Your perfect in more ways than I can say,
When I look at you, I smile because you just made my day.
All I have do is take one look,
sometimes I wish I could read the whole book.
I want to know everything about you,
and everything I already knew.
I can't get enough no matter how hard I try,
I start to think about you, wish you were here, and cry.
Tears of loneliness hurt more than I can explain,
drives me insane.
Tears of joy make me happy especially when
I get to see your beautiful face again.
When I hear your voice, when I look.
When you make the choice, to let me read your book.

When the World Spins

When the world spins,
so does my mind.
When we win, I watch us shine.
In the wind, the grass blows.
Like the water in a stream,the people row.
No one will ever know how I feel,
until the wrapper begins to peel.
Everyone laughs and makes fun,
but their life has yet begun.
In the world,
people kill.
Some of those people,
have no free will.
We all suffer and die,
it happens every day.
We suffer and cry
it happens every way.
The battle has yet to be finished,
when all things dare be different.
Although people go on,
I can't help but wonder when I mow the lawn,
how we humans survive,
in this world of no revive.
I find amazing how we live, but no one seems to give...

a care about the lonely ones.
We laugh we cry,
but we have soon to find why.
Emotions are one part,
and we have only found that in the entire cart.
Our parents our family,
seem to share similarity.
But when it comes down to every detail,
sometimes, its impossible to tell.
You make new friends,
you live a better life,
you're a better person,
you drop the knife.
You made mistakes,
god made the lakes,
you made the difference
god made the existence.
You 're on a long ride,
don't be scared,
god is on your side.

The Cure

Started off like she hated me,
now, how could this be.
She was a friend nothing but,
and it hurt me like the deepest cut.
How could i say how I really felt,
always weird like a tight belt.
Keeping me up, not letting me down,
when talking to you, how could I frown.
It turns out, she liked me.
I wanted to shout and scream.
I sit on my bed thinking about her,
I found the ingredient, she found the cure.

Friendship

The person who stands up for their friends. The knight.
The person who hurts others. The fight.
A friend will be by your side through everything,
friends don't be your friends for nothing.
You need them, they need you.
Some people have a-lot, some people have very few.
You feel pain, you start to cry.
They see you, they help, or at least they try.
You start to wonder why?
Then you remember that one day they told you “Hi”.
They make you feel better, in a friendly way.
They help you up and ask if your ok.
You get depressed, you feel like a bird.
You start to sing but can't remember the words.
they help you along,
they show you the lyrics to the song.

My Great Depression

The time when everything goes wrong.
The time when you sing, but there's no song.
You feel empty but full, never right.
You stay inside, you need to see the light.
You look outside and see the rain.
Every look causes more and more pain.
Everything is dark,
so no one can see the mark,
it left on you.
Your friends try,
but when they ask, it makes you cry.
You know this isn't right,
but your to upset to fight.
You look at the past, it wasn't right.
You don't react fast, your so tight.
You need someone to help you out,
you don't have friends, so there's no reason to shout.
You have nothing to be happy about.
My great depression.

Perfect

She reminds me of everything I've come to love,
and somehow we go together like a hand in a glove.
We make each other laugh, we help each other out.
When I look at the graph, there's no doubt,
We were meant to be.
When I listen to my favorite song,
I wonder, just how long...
we will be together.
Hopefully forever. There's no way to tell,
I would go with you trough heaven or hell.
Your the one who gives me something to fight for,
your the one I will always adore.
I would give anything if you would stay mine,
because I know forever, you and I will shine.
We can overcome anything because we are one,
and think, our relationship has just begun.
I think to myself where I would be without you,
and then I think what my heart would be like in 2.
I am nothing with out you, only some guy in a crowd of many,
now that I'm with you, and I think, you could have had any,
any other guy. You picked me.
That's what makes us perfect.

That Song

Missing out, keeping pace,
feeling like I'm out of the race.
Life is bad, always wrong,
life is hard,
I hear that song.
The song thats makes a bad day a good one,
the song that actually makes me feel like someone.
The song that makes you think positive,
the song that makes you want to live.
It has the lyric that makes you think,
it has the music that makes everything link.
You hear it again,
you listen to it begin.
That Song.

My Memories

I have done so many wrong things in the past,
when those thoughts hit my mind, they go away fast.
I do not like to think of them, it hurts me inside,
they bring me shame, not at all pride.
When others find out, they try to understand,
they don't get it, they act as if it was planned.
Sometimes theres a person who understands. A special person,
sometimes you don't, and the memory begins to worsen.
If I could take back what I did, I would,
the only problem is, there is no way I could.

Your's Truly

Standing by her side, I am filled with pride,
for without her, I am but a smudge, a blur, on this Earth.
I wouldn't succeed, for it is her I need.
I would face battle or war, for it is her I adore.
The harshest of storms to me, I wish no sympathy.
As long as you are with me, I will forever be, your's truly.

Addictions

They say they make you feel better.
You take them, you sign the letter.
You go ahead and sign your life away,
not even thinking about your life the next day.
Your friends and family don't trust you,
You sit down and think, "Who?
Who am I now.
These people aren't my friends. How?
How did this happen, time went by so fast."
You look back, you think of the past.
You need help, you can't stop.
That is when everything begins to drop.
School, Attitude, Life,
You've plunged the knife,
no turning back.

Different

If people could understand what its like to be different,
then people might care.
But some people just don't get it,
and that's not fair.
For some, being different is your life,
For some, being different is one big fight.
If everyone was the same,
there would be no one to blame.
If everyone was different, it wouldn't bring shame.
Now days people try to be just like their star,
but that is exactly when it goes way to far.
Different is not something you try to be,
different is something that comes naturally.

Chose Me

Every time I think of you, I want to see you, listen to you,
Because I know that you will always be true, no matter how blue, me or you.
You understand what I say, you understand me.
I sit there some days and wonder how can this be,
your so perfect, and thats why it hurts me.
You could be off with some other guy, but your not.
Your with me and that really means a lot.
I'm sure we'll be together for a while,
I look forward to it knowing that I get to see your beautiful smile.
ThankYou for always being there,
finding a girl like you is very rare,
and you chose me.

Populars, Loners, and Normals

The populars, they think they own it all. The loners, they take the fall.
When the populars try to over run everyone, they don't care. But the ones who who are smart, actually dare.
Those are the normal people, they try to make the change, but what they don't know is, they don't have the spare change.
By that, I simply mean one thing, the normals don't have what the populars bring.
So they have to have more to even compare, or else, none of the loners or populars will care.
So you sit there today being over run, its your decision, let this foolishness be done.
Or you can sit there, in that lonely room, whether your loner, or the one with the broom.
The one who sweeps up the mess. But thats the flowing of winds changing.
If you want to help out, stand up and shout. Because no one can hear you where you stand today, unless you change everything in this one single way.

Hospital Man

He sits in the chair, only to find blank despair, nobody seems to even care, that he is unaware. He does not see the things around him for his sight is completely gone. The nurses there don't care that he can't even see the light of dawn. Every day he tries to get well, but the days seem longer and much more like hell. He is very grateful, for he had the chance to give, he very grateful, he had the chance to live. People live like this everyday. People die like this every way. Everyone will end up like this. Everyone will get the chance to miss...what will happen next in this cruel world. It is a good thing, for we will all hopefully one day be with the king.

Forgive Then Forget

When I look at someone, I see their face.
When I meet them, I see their pace.
Some fast, some slow.
Some I can' tell, because they don't know.
You live your own life, you live your own days,
you want them to pass, its a faze.
You hate people, you hate things,
because you still don't know what tomorrow brings.
You feel so depressed, you want out,
no-one listens, you have to shout.
Everyone starts to hate or forget,
you want to make new friends, you didnt say what you meant.
Your antisocial but have potential,
you get out and feel resentful.
You move on, forget it all,
you have new friends who actually call.