Karma

Karma prickling up your back, consuming your head.
Devouring the very mental image, the modern day spread.
Making you think about what you did. What you said.
Sins upon thought and reaction, bring nothing but dread.
So fall upon truth and lies. Fall for thought instead.
For what is new and what is lost, has already been said.
Wars to be fought. Battles to lost. Blood to be shed.
Let the rules of karma slither into an unseen thread.
So small. So invisible, that not a thought is said.
Steal this dignity I've held. Tear it to shreds.
The reoccurrence of karma, stands right up ahead.

Again And Again

Stroke my cheeks with your soft fingertips.
Extend your arm to find a resting place around my hips.
Look me in the eyes and tell me you love this.
Then take one last look, close yours, and kiss.
This heart free falling from the highest mountain.
Only to be caught by your loving passion.
My stiffening fingers type on these cold keys.
Only to show you my true and honest feelings.

Love, text me back. I sit in this leather chair.
Cold against my thighs, without your care.
Your sweet warmth enlightening the room.
You close those mending eyes too soon.

Love, call me tonight. I lie on this bed.
These rhymes in my head, waiting to be read.
By those beautiful blessings you call eyes.
I hold you tight, and keep them disguised,
until later tonight,when I release them.

Love, kiss me now. I dream in your smile.
Leave us be, at least for a wile.
Brushing against your sweet skin, is my touch.
An angel descending before me. You bring much.
Lingering smoothly across your neck.
We lean towards knowing what to expect.
But love, lets take a different route.
A kiss upon your cheek. Your smooth chin.
A glorious pleasure. I kiss again.
Again and again, you stop me with words.
I love you, you begin. I see you grin.
Again and again, with no such end.

She Says I Love You

Walking past that bench we both know.
Great times upon emotional ones.
As our hands sway to and fro, speech comes.
A bench, she says knowing.
She sits down as we both know what's coming.

My arm daces over your soft shoulder.
Reaching for rapture, I stroke your hair.
So much colder than we know, but we don't care.
Love provides for the ones who need it.
Cold creeping past our bench, it barely nips.

Clinging to my body, you seek warmth and love.
We find it in each others eyes. You look above.
Your sweet head resting upon my sturdy chest.
Wind blowing roughly, the cold's best.
Your voice sings those sweet words,
I listen carefully, finding the speech of her's.

I love you
she says.

I love you
I respond.

Kiss.

No other words to describe such a quick action.
Such a sign of love, lasting no longer than a fraction.
A fraction well spent of my time.
But to leave the reality behind for you, it's worth it.
Look me in the eyes. Don't look away love.

Eyes coming to dry feeling, you blink.
So adorable in the most amazing way.
Makes me think, just what you would say.
So I simply ask you.
Your lips open and start with these few.

I love you
she says.

I love you
I respond.

Kiss.

Look here. I've got your beautiful heart.
In my hands, I hold it carefully, never to part.
Writing with the will of making you smile.
These words extend happily for many miles.
Never to end. Look for the thinking behind my words.
Read it all again, and single out the verbs.

My arm tightly around your waist, we sit anxious.
Your arms wrapping my own waist.
You start with haste, and we move cautious.
Your head and neck and lips erecting as one.
Your beautiful eyes close, we aren't done.
So close, I can feel your lips.
You whisper in my ear.

I love you
she says.

I love you
I respond.

Kiss.

To Try It Again

These repetitive words stop at raw emotion.
God, only you know what I truly mean, behind this curtain.
I can't breathe without the warm perfume you exhale.
Reminding me of your smooth hair, now seeming frail.
This love, I'm afraid to say, is not yours Lord.
The wondrous beauty I hold in the air, shifts like a chord.
Strumming to the beat of my heart, sings her voice.
Slow and enchanting, my tone shouts to rejoice,
I love you, I scream wielding the power of many.
Your lips move closer, only to stop at pity.
Gazing into each, our eyes meet with a bloom.
Creations of love and life, within this very room.
But, I need more girl. I need more than simply this.
Your smile, your love, your fragile kiss.
I'm in love with the physical, but need desire.
I need to love you for more than this fire.
More than this rage building to see you, when I can't.
I wait hesitantly. I can't. I won't.
Tired of waiting, we make this relation end.
Beauty reaches the end of insanity,
driving towards the edge of madness.
My mind coming to the yield sign of reality,
each of us stop with a feeling of sadness.
Don't tell me about it girl. I know.
Been through this, even though, I was foolish enough,
to try it again.

Another Wasted Love

Step outside. Feel the cold my love. My one.
Look towards the sky, above yet gone,
is the one thing we've waited so long for.
Time to know one another. Time to hold each other.
Time to fall for each other. Time to feel one another.
Dry as the air we inhale, is my lonesome heart.
Taking more in, only becoming further apart.
Oh my god, let me love her until my mind crashes.
Pick up the stakes, drive them into me, creating gashes.
Frigidness overcoming my self control.
Sending shivers down my body, you save me from the cold.
Your arms around my waist. Your hands gripping my ribs.
Lay your head upon my skin, as my body shifts.
You try to rid the cold with the warmth you hold.
You're shivering, she says. Lips unable to move.
Right after this girl, I will accept the rage of depression.
No way of communication, I show desolation.
My heart crumbles beneath the body of nothing.
You're not here keeping me up. Crumbling.
These few words rip my throat apart with aggression,
as I slowly fall into the heartfelt trap of depression.
Soon unable to speak from continuous weep.
These words haunt my mind, continuing to reap.
My eyes grow fond of the printed paper.
A photograph containing beauty, I hold my temper.
God, these hands contain rough callouses.
Working the shift for you, I realize instances.
Her love controlling my love of you.
Makes me ask myself, if my heart of you, is true.
But dear Lord, enter thy heart with your presence.
Show me you're here. Your very existance.
Crusted puss ripped from this scab.
Only to re-open this wound that drips of mad.
Trickle. The infection passing as the blood flows.
Over my skin, the acid begins to slow.
As my skin twists and tuns, so does the blood.
Crackling. Flaking off of my awful cut.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
The sadness is too much. Lonely again, cut.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
The line continues through past my throat.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.
Causing cold blue. Here, take my coat.
I can't go on. Stop writing she says.
My love grows old. Today, no more love.
Another wasted love, unable to think of.

Regretful Touches

Look me straight into these eyes and tell me.
Inhaling your burden, you made it mine to see.
Reading the scripture of your mind, you beg and plead.
Don't. Please don't,
See me.
See who I am and what I can do.
Rip you from all your love and nothing new.
No where to begin in our new world.
I look past it all, only seeing you girl.
Dissect the pain out of my head.
But not seeing a reason, from what you said.
Damn the structure I've built. Burn this from inside.
The barbed blade rutting my wrist, soon turns to suicide.
Take one look at my shaking body. Cry.
I want to see these tears falling from your eyes.
Holding you. I've written so much for the feeling.
Now, the flames singe my skin. Layers peeling.
The sodium extracting from my sweat.
Leaving me hotter an hotter, making myself regret,
ever touching you.

Flowing Essence

I raise my arm, seeking the jacket that holds your sacred essence.
The fragrance slowly illuminating the light around me.
Bringing out the best scent, wile your light helps me see.
Inhaling your addicting coke-like properties.
Left behind to stop me in my tracks, so I can sense thee.
Far and near, I seek the odor of my thy I need.
My nose resting upon the sleeve containing.
Making sure it's still there, and not degrading.
Making sure your still with me, and not detaining,
the love I speak.

Am Really

When my mind falls below the debt of sin,
you seem to catch me before the devil can begin.
My soul deserving of misery.
Already holding hardship, you kiss me softly.
Lips flowing with the lighting of angels.
Against mine, my love then unstable.
Passing through the gates to heaven,
exactly what we wished for at eleven eleven.
Holding the edge of my lips, soundless and calm.
Your essence runs into mine, as if nothing wrong.
Reach my imperfections and leave me.
My prediction wrong, I realize surrounding.
Surrounding your revealing heart,
only to be awaken as you aren't.
Sleep. Let the passion impose past you.
Love will last forever like it shouldn't do.
My nameless pains reach the feet of your own.
Sudden realization of me, but you've always known.
Don't leave me. Sooth this pain only you can heal.
Only in my dreams. That is what I choose to feel.
I only hope we stay, in this in this pain to soon reveal.

Love Index

Grass slowing crunching beneath my jeans.
No longer walking but simply doing what I came to do.
I look right up into the clouds, wile listening to the birds scream.
Finding the perfect mate, the birds fly as a new.
A new couple. A new favorite bird. A new friend.
They fly into light blue oblivion to look for nothing but the end.
The sweet delicacy of their small pounding hearts.
Get them through love and life, soon to depart.
Looking past peripheral, I see the smile of a goddess.
Smiling back I notice our Lord brought this.
Gave us this happiness and time together.
To think our relation over and enjoy each other.
Turning my head to see your sweet face clearer than ever.
Drawing my arm to touch your glowing hand.
Looking right into the beauty that is your eyes, so high in demand.
Every want and need in the world disappearing into nothing.
We relax our backs to find a slow stop at the ground.
From a different perspective, nothing.
From our own hearts, we know every bit and sound.
Every piece of each other, we tell vividly to ourselves.
We peer into each others mind, only to stop at assumptions.
The eager thought rebounds in our mind, our heart swells.
We both dwell past this thought as our imagination runs.

I
love
you

The words index into my soul to find feelings behind each file.
Replacing the current file only to make sweeter sense.
Seeping into your smile, we pass accomplishments.
Each of us sitting up, we still exchange glances.
You look deeper, beyond my pupils, to find chances.
Chances to show further affection. Chances to show love.
Both knowing the right direction, to assume of.
Slowly but eagerly, we extend our necks to find soft lips.
Releasing every bit of normality to face the rawness of a kiss.
Wanting more, and getting it. Nothing to fear. Nerves left.
With you, my thoughts clear to be replaced by theft.
My heart stolen by, not the kiss, but what the kiss means.
Look me in the eyes after, and tell me your mental screams.
Your mental words and your real thinking.
Tell me of your thumping heart, and why its beating so proud.
Why does the sound keep repeating? Seeming so very loud.
The continuation of love and adulation steaming from your breath.
Slowly creeping up my lips as the whisper ends the rest.
Touch my chest with your fingers and head so you can rest.
My arm holding your waist to keep you close.
We sit for hours under our own control, both so close.

I
love
you

Look

See into my mind and look past my physical self.
I hope you find what you're looking for on this shelf.
Used. Read. Abused. A damaged biography with everything of you.
Through painful stories of lost love, I find a new.
I see the final love story. I read it. The perfect match.
Come into my life to make the high-fly catch.
Reaching for conclusion, I extend my arm for the feel.
My chest hitting the dirt covered ground as I steal.
Steal the objectives already reached to move further.
My run comes to an out as I stop to see her.
Everything I've ever wanted at the perfect time.
Continue to love me and care for me as we leave love-struck behind.
Nerves coming to a wondrous clam, finally getting it.
You don't have to love and have physical attraction to fit.
Fit the empty spot in your hear with a name.
Replace it with affection and care, to see what this girl became.
I look now to find the miracle that contains, my heart.

So Far Apart

I scream your name with a heart pounding screech.
You're so far away, but I know you can hear my speech.
My true feelings into words, to your heart and your lovely soul.
They reach out. Only receiving your spirit, I cry in this cold.
Alone and so far away, you leave me. Not meaning to, but doing so.
Tonight will be a lonely one without the treble and bass of your voice.
Filling every part of my body, terribly I seek your face. No choice.
Either way, you're there, not here, with me. Lord, soon, let this be.
I want the feel of her smooth skin rolling across my stomach.
I want the eyes of an angel, staring right back at me. My heart lit.
Keep this flame of connection alive. I want to be with you always.
See this flame rising only to die. Only to keep you with me someways.
Mentally, or for real. I will always need more of your sweet loving heart.
Loving you always, when you are here, and when we are so far apart.

Let Me Tell You

Falling into the pure perfume essence of love.
Letting it fill the head with thoughts from above.
Letting your Lord and Lover into your very mind.
Nothing to regret, knowing what they seek and find.
Please baby dont go, I love you. You're mine.
Holding you tight. Body heat radiating from your heart.
Beating loud and fast. Unconsciously, our eyes never part.
Staring into each others as if we witnessed a miracle.
I move your bangs from your face. So beautiful.
I want nothing but the love you release from within.
Feeling your body against mine, brushing your skin.
Our fingertips keep the grasp, as lips move in.
Gently erecting my neck to the perfect position,
I watch your eyes close and fall into perfection.
Everything stops. Nothing but air holding the silence.
Out of this world, we stop breathing, just for this.
Lead me to your lips. I follow the warmth to our kiss.
Slowly falling away, I fall into mental bliss. Over.
Over with. Done with. I can't believe it.
Only the one holding true love knows how to control it.
I pray to the Lord, once more. Once more.
Looking into your eyes, I feel the sense of repetition.
You lean closer to me. I stay where I am.
I slowly extend my arm to find your back. Temptation.
Holding you gently, knowing you can.
You can simply relax in my arms. Your sweet scent filling.
The words I love you send a sudden alarm, distilling.
Breaking down the words into such a thing as action.
I continue to hold you, as we then rest in satisfaction.
Let me tell you, just how great it is.

Love And Feelings

Every time I seem to come back to this place,
I feel this sadness in my soul, and show it on my face.
The anger swelled up into the wound we call a heart.

Ask me about what just happened and how I feel.
Strip me of my pride and glory, and seal the deal.
The very existence of reoccurring karma,
gets into my head, as I soon realize I'm dead ahead of harm.

My neck feels weak holding this head I no longer find conscious.
A lot to say. A lot to pray. Get on your knees.
Pray to the one and only Lord, the only one who sees.

You bleed to death under pressure from this aching corpse.
Soon realizing nothing of you is left. You fall without remorse.
Freely and empty you drop like a feather. Gliding without a real course.

Who gave you the permission to touch me. Leave me be and wash your hands.
I hold the the most common disease of all. Found in every corner of land.
Come and find me in my square foot of space.
Everyone has the same case. No one heals at the same pace.

Above the sun and the clouds. I slide your bangs from your eyes.
You smile with the greatest of ease, seeming to despise.
Hating the time taken away to do a simple task such as that.
Clearing your beautiful eyes, you look into mine. Such a task.

What they think. What they say. They don't know, what we say.
To each other and to ourselves. We think for hours.
You can take everything I have, just give me your love.

Expressed through drama, you feed me attention.
Trying to rid you from my mind, I find and odd retraction.
Coming back to my friends after these hard times.
What is a friend? You said never. Forever friends. Look.

Throw this up into the air. Slowly falling up then down,
through this thick fog we see as pollution. Look around.
Our own minds go crazy with solutions. Staying found.
Find another. Find another problem. Seek it, avenge it. See the sound.

See him run. See him leave my dear friend. Not coming back.
Let me help you. Lets see if can save you from his lack.
Lack of consideration. Lack of love. Loss of heart.
He tried to take you whole, but you only gave him part. Thankfully.

This rhyme of sincerity climbs to the top of your thoughts.
Leading you to think beyond yourself, and look who else has fought.
Look at who else has been through the pain you've now forgotten.
Maybe you don't want help, but you're simply lost in,
your own heart.

Feel Me

I love you. Tired of the three words you say.
Diving into deeper oceans. To the Lord, I pray.
Give me strength to take this relation.
Give me strength to overcome repetitive depression.
Listen to me. You always do my dear.
But just once. Once, be there to wipe my tear.
Be here for me. Come find me tonight.
I'm by myself with no one to hold me tight.
Wrongly enough, you sleep with haunting dreams.
I never see you anymore, so it seems.
Friends bond with friends. Relationships grow.
Every moment without the one I love, I seek from God above.
Give me these precious moments back so I can live.
I have one chance at life, with everything to give.
I'll give you love, heart, and my very soul. All for you.
I wait for another moment, another moment without you.
So I seek the warmth you contain. Feel me.
Rest your head upon my shoulder and watch me bleed.
Bleed these emotions that keep me from sleep.
A love transplant with those emotions I choose to keep.
I faint from the nausea you always give to me.
Love deprived. Love depressed.
Would love to see, just what you see in me.

Our Song

Stop talking. No one wants to hear you speak.
You hurt everyone and everything. Your so unique.
Look at all you've done. You won't.
In fear of your own mistakes, you don't.
All the beautiful girls you loved, trashed.
Love lost and love broken. Heart attack.
I shake the tower on which you stand.
Trying to get your attention man.
Wake up and see the pain. Feel the cold.
Let it consume you and destroy you. New and old.
Both times of personality. Both were wrong.
How can every song you like, be our song.