Don't Touch Me

Every time. Every time I hurt.
All the time I feel you.
Inside me. Outside my very skin.
Once more, or never again?
Leave me. Leave everything. Drop this whole emotional breakdown.
Lose me. Lose everything. I lost everything. Taken then taken down.
A knife in my hand. I know I look innocent.
The only person I've hurt is myself. No loner decent.
These tears bleed to death, falling down my cheeks.
I feel it. The blood stained skin you no longer see.
You opened your eyes, only when you were apart of me.
This cabinet stores my thoughts, my memories.
The shit you left me remembering.
My eyes soon dry to beat red.
I can't see past your face, when all I am is dead.
Can't see me. I see you. Alive and alone in a world of unconsciousness.
Needs no longer holding me back.
The skin in my face now cracked.
Dryness filling not only my body, but the people around me.
They try to help. They want to help.
Leave me be. The idea fell.

Your Scent

The sweet fragrance of your skin.
My mind runs in circles again and again.
I want to think of your sweet face. Your sweet smell.
I soon realize we are in the same place, where we first fell.
Where we first realized this feeling was here to stay.
The feeling of being welcome, of being loved. Nothing to say.
After all this time, I have nothing to say to you.
I've wondered so long, hoped so longingly, for just a few.
Only a few moments to truly know you, inside and out.
Listen to your voice. Touch your skin. Learn what your all about.
With no time to waste, we go ahead and begin.
My arm tightly around your waist.
My rough calluses brushing the surface of your skin.
Your soft cheeks resting on my chest.
Quiet. Just the way we both want it. Nothing else.
I try something new. I love you.
Words breaking out of my heart and running through my lips.
When I'm not with you, I have everything to miss.

Hold Me Dear

Hold me dear. Speak your mind.
What are you thinking? Something to hide?
Don't. Let your emotions out.
These thoughts in my head, now aimlessly about.
Brainstorming every key feature. Every detail.
Can't wait to see her. My heart swells.
Shrinks. Only able to hold the love you tell.
The love you tell me you have for me.
I wait every night, wait and see,
what exactly you have been thinking.
Rest your head upon me. Touch me.
Let yourself be found.
I want to hear you speak the sound.
The sound I love to hear, your voice.
The soft soothing tone.
Flowing through my mind, I pick up the phone.
Knowing what to hear, and loving what I hear.
Your voice. Tell me you need me.
Tell me you love me. Tell me now.
Tell me you miss me. You want me.
I want you. I need you. Save me.

Screaming Streets

You can take everything I have.
Ill give it all to you.
Everything I need is your love.
You leave me at a stopping point too soon.
Go away down your lonesome road.
I hope you will learn to carry the same load.
The same things I had to deal with. Put up with.
The same things you left me with. No such gift.
I shouldn't have accepted your present of guilt.
I'm left with everything on my back, yet here I sit.
I made it through the hard times, and got passed you.
Nothing I write seems to rhyme, but you still do.
Still ring in my heart. What you left behind.
You took part, in not seeing what kind.
What kind of guy I really am. You don't care.
You walk by me everyday, with that same unconscious stare.
Afraid to look at what I've become?
Or are you afraid to simply come.
Come to smile again to the guy you once knew.
Start something. Become friends. Something new.
Standing in the streets, I scream my heart out.
Listen to my cry, it's all you. Don't pout.
Don't cry yourself for sympathy you don't deserve.
Listen to me, then tell me your story.
You start to speak. Run for home, I'm not sorry.
Don't take the shit you gave me.
Fix you. Fix me. Fix them. Fix the key.

Forever More

One hope. One final dream.
So far away, so you would seem.
I can't feel the soft vibrancy of your skin.
Ive lost my place, tell me where to begin.
Here? Where love, show me.
I can't take it, continuous bleeding.
Cut me open. See my pain,
Come back into my heart, where you no longer remain.
See my lungs full of unwanted air.
You make me want to die, but I can't share.
Can't share my love for you and love him as well.
I can't go again. No longer this hell.
Pain with or without you. I need you.
I want to know love again. Everything to prove.
I have to prove it. Talk to you. Know you once again.
Hear your voice. I drop my pen.
Stop writing. Begin loving.
Stop the pain. It's still coming.
Stop the flow. Pressure the wound.
Internal bleeding. I need more room.
Room to love, room to show you I care.
Room for you and I. The essence of your hair.
Every little aspect my heart longs for.
Every perfect detail, I remember and adore.
Once more. Another chance.
Do you still see me in this motionless trance?
Not here. Avoid my own hell and live your life.
I fell for you and the knife.
Save me. Pick me up.
Become part of me. Interrupt.
Intrude on my life, make it yours.
Make our lives one, forever more.