Fire Of Desire

Warmth from the heat.
Light from the fire.
I have to come to my final defeat,
the defeat of my desire.
How much I long for the things that will never come.
How they sit inside my thoughts, and I come undone.
I loose my mind. My every will to go on.
Live on. Continue as a pawn.
No sense of importance. No recognition.
A mental fence. Give me the definition.
Something holding me back. Something keeping me out.
It's something I lack. Let out everything. Shout.
The decibel causing weakness of the mind.
But letting out what it was holding behind, this closed gate.