Thursday, July 10, 2008

Knowing Our Love

They don't know assuming friends.
We both know, that we both hope, this never ends.
I love you. So very much my dear.
All the time, every time, wishing you were here.
With me. With each other.
Know that we each love one another.
Wanting to hold you. Touch your soft skin.
Inviting you to come, just wanting to begin.
One more time. Tell me again and again, that you love me.
I know you do. You have told me so many times before.
I love you too, but need to hear it once more.
The fabric of your T-shirt feels warm.warm against my chest.
This feeling between you and, is one of the best.
Your head gently falls upon my shoulder.
Not wanting time to stop, or us to get any older.
Everything quiet. The secret silence.
We both know. We both stay silent.
Every hour that goes by, I want to hold you a bit tighter.
Every feeling you give me, makes my life a little brighter.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Your Hidden Wonder

Vibrancy of your eyes. Texture of your skin.
How long have you been in disguise? Hidden.
I never realized just how much beauty you hold.
I never knew just how much your warmth could save me from the cold.
Your love. Your willingness to help others.
Your willingness to help me. No other.
No other makes me smile like you do me.
Just the beauty of your smile is all I need to see.
The cure to depression. The cure to loneliness.
So complex. You love me back. I feel selfish.
I have something so amazing. Your love.
The feeling of loving you. Exhilarating.
The touch of your skin. Wonderful.
My heart no longer empty, but full.
Your head against my chest. I feel your heart beat.
The rush of warmth we both seem to meet.
You give me light, just enough to see.
I gaze upon your gorgeous eyes. How they set me free.
Comfort and love, so much. So little time.
All summed up into this simple rhyme.
Hopefully, you can see just how much,
my love, you really mean to me.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Scream Louder Now

The sound of yelling for your heart.
Knowing I don't have to, but enjoy being part.
Enjoy giving back what you've given me.
Love, joy, you've made me so happy.
The sound of your heart beating,
leaves this rhythm in my ears, ringing.
Close to me. Just knowing your here is enough.
But you give me love, and so much.
How can I live up to what you have become.
So brilliant, wonderful, happy. Only some.
Only some of the characteristics I can hold.
I can love you back, save you from the cold.
Help you when you need it, and save you from the bold.
Give you my hand, show me the way.
I can't do this alone, I need you everyday.
Everyday I mourn for the sound of your voice.
The sound of your footsteps coming by choice.
Coming for the love that I so pitifully wield.
You strike me with love. I drop the sword and shield.
Knowing we can love with staying protected
Knowing you will love me from your heart, without being rejected.
I scream louder now for the beauty of your heart.
Knowing I have to, because I love being part.
Without you, I'm nothing. I wish we us never apart.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Hold On

You said hold on, don't let this go to your head.
I look back, at all the things you haven't read.
All the hours I put into feeling and thinking about you.
All the times we had together, wasted. So few.
Together, but with out you. Flying colors, your different hue.
You can't help me. You can't stop the pain.
I wish you could see, the sad boy I became.
Stare into my eyes, and tell me you don't see anything.
Look at me. Look at the pity before scene.
The final act in the performance. The ending.
Get a good look girl, you were pretending.
You were acting to be someone you weren't.
To steal my act, my performance. I learned.
My life, my joy, my love, burned.
Gone, you destroyed the records.
Did go back and take a look at the result afterwards?
No. This road has to many curves.
I don't know where it goes. Show me.
You didn't show me the map. I couldn't see.
I have to make a U-turn on this 2 lane,
Take back all the steps I took and became.
The hard part is getting started.
Help me turn the wheel, so we can be for ever apart.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Our Love's Remote

Play. The sound of drum rolls playing in my mind.
Stop. The start of leaving friendship behind.
Rewind. The experience so hard to find.
My arm extends to find it's place.
Knowing exactly where to go, and keeping pace.
The warmth already feeling within my skin.
My fingers gently touch your surface. We begin.
The entertainment playing, we have no interest.
I try to hold it back but I can't resist.
My arm gently holding your soft arm,
bringing you closer to me, protecting you from harm.
The fabric in your shirt I brush against my fingers,
you fail you notice, wile your mind lingers.
I look at the screen of the seemingly blank TV.
I look at you, your beauty, it makes me so happy.
I can't stop staring at your gentle face.
I close my eyes, as I think, and fall into a haze.
Thinking of you. Only you.
The girl I love. The girl who loves me back. Only few.
Only few are like you. So many trying.
I compliment you, but your humble, and keep denying.
Open. Your head now resting upon my chest.
So calm. So beautiful. I watch as you rest.
Hours. I could sit with you for hours.
Would you sit with me love?
The moments we both lived together, ours.