My Memories

I have done so many wrong things in the past,
when those thoughts hit my mind, they go away fast.
I do not like to think of them, it hurts me inside,
they bring me shame, not at all pride.
When others find out, they try to understand,
they don't get it, they act as if it was planned.
Sometimes theres a person who understands. A special person,
sometimes you don't, and the memory begins to worsen.
If I could take back what I did, I would,
the only problem is, there is no way I could.